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Please pray for me all that may come across this prayer...it kinda feels as though I have been shut out from being heard by God. I am still counting my blessings, but for some reason when I pray hard they just don't get through. I've been praying for months for these people to give me my check...still no...during this financial crisis of my life I really really really need it. My car is broken down, I don't have anyone to depend on and the people who could help me don't even have a car...I live far away from my job, and the bus stop running at a certain time and even still I don't wanna get off the bus late and walk down dark streets alone, being a woman I just wouldn't take that risk it's a crazy world we're in. I have been nice to people. When I had my car running I would take the elderly guy who works with me home seeing as how he live near me and far from the job as well. I don't understand how I'm such a good hearted person, it's always in my best interest to be helpful. Yet, I have been going through things as if I were apart of the devil's team. I serve an almighty God. I believe God moves at his own time, even when it feels slow to us his timing is always perfect I'm just praying he'll come through because still being 6 months new to this job, I cannot afford to keep calling off. I feel hopeless, I'm not excited about praying anymore...my spirit is so unlifted right now.. I'm facing a ton of other problems. I'm confused with my life on what I wanna do for sure in my future..can't go back to school this season, can't get my daughter to her doctor appointment and mines as well..my health insurance is cut off, I'm having a hard time getting back on so now I can't get my asthma medicine..and so on..just pray that immediately God will start blessing me and favoring me and getting me out of this hole I'm in.
