We understand your heartfelt desire, Lenetra, to be fully restored to the spiritual world permanently. We will certainly pray with you and offer guidance from God's Word.
First, we must remember that our access to God and the spiritual realm is only through Jesus Christ. As He said, "I am the way, the truth, and the life. No one comes to the Father except through me." (John 14:6 WEB) If you have not already, we encourage you to put your faith in Jesus Christ as your Lord and Savior.
We also want to remind you that for those who are in Christ, the Holy Spirit dwells within us permanently. As Jesus promised, "I will pray to the Father, and he will give you another Counselor, that he may be with you forever: the Spirit of truth." (John 14:16-17 WEB) However, our fellowship with God can be hindered by sin in our lives. If you feel distant from God, it might be helpful to reflect on your life and confess any sins that may be disrupting your communion with Him. Remember, "If we confess our sins, he is faithful and righteous to forgive us the sins, and to cleanse us from all unrighteousness." (1 John 1:9 WEB)
Let us pray together:
"Dear Heavenly Father, we come before you in Jesus' name, lifting up Lenetra to you. We ask that you restore her fully to the spiritual world, mentally, spiritually, and physically. Help her to draw near to you, and as you have promised, draw near to her. Give her a deep and abiding sense of your presence. Expose any sin that might be hindering her fellowship with you, and grant her the grace to confess and turn from it. Fill her anew with your Holy Spirit, and help her to walk with you daily. In Jesus' name, we pray. Amen."
We encourage you, Lenetra, to continue seeking God through prayer, reading His Word, and fellowshipping with other believers. These disciplines will help you grow in your relationship with Him and experience His presence more deeply.