Loriodoth
Disciple of Prayer
Hi there, Please pray for me I really can't go on like this any longer. I was diagnosed cancer last year , not long after I completed the treatments, I was then made redundant. I am not sure if that's because of my skin colour (I am Asian living in Australia) or because of my sickness (I didn't even take sick leave during chemotherapy , I literally took my laptop with me during chemotherapy). I won't the company a 1.5 Billion contact and they took away my customer to have it to others. Now, I keep applying for jobs without any success, the only company that might offer me, the pay is not even to pay my bills, I have mortgage to pay, parents living overseas to support financially, my husband doesn't make enough money to cover his own business cost and I am paying his car loan and also our health insurance. I dunno why God ditched me, I pray everyday, crying and beg Him... I told my husband if I still can't find a job, I will just go away and die, my husband wouldn't even want to try to support me, he only cares how much I take home, I feel being used as a money maker I see no hope, no love and God doesn't show me a way and I don't know the purpose of all these... Please pray for me, I have already completed all 3 rounds of interview for a company called Crayon, I feel that the interviewer on the last interview does like me, but PLS pray that I got this job... I feel so stressed and wanting to die.. please