Anonymous
Beloved of All
I am too tired, and sad to keep fighting.
I’m sorry to my unsaved friend. I wanted to be a light, to pray for you every night.
I am sorry to my best friend. You won’t understand, but I just can’t keep putting you through this.
I want death, and to go back to self-harming. I’m going to block my friends, and end my suffering.
I wanted to be good and normal, but I can’t. I’m broken. No matter how much I pray I’m still shattered and so irreparably damaged by abuse there is no going back. Nothing ever changes. No amount of Bible reading or praying …
I’m tired and weak.
To go on and pretend to live this charade is unbearable. I have no hope.
Forgive me, Lord. I’m sorry to all. I really am. I tried SO hard, I tried to the point of breaking. I am sorry. Please forgive me, Jesus. Amen.
I’m sorry to my unsaved friend. I wanted to be a light, to pray for you every night.
I am sorry to my best friend. You won’t understand, but I just can’t keep putting you through this.
I want death, and to go back to self-harming. I’m going to block my friends, and end my suffering.
I wanted to be good and normal, but I can’t. I’m broken. No matter how much I pray I’m still shattered and so irreparably damaged by abuse there is no going back. Nothing ever changes. No amount of Bible reading or praying …
I’m tired and weak.
To go on and pretend to live this charade is unbearable. I have no hope.
Forgive me, Lord. I’m sorry to all. I really am. I tried SO hard, I tried to the point of breaking. I am sorry. Please forgive me, Jesus. Amen.