Anonymous
Beloved of All
I am too tired, and sad to keep fighting.
I’m sorry to my unsaved friend. I wanted to be a light, to pray for you every night.
I am sorry to my best friend. You won’t understand, but I just can’t keep putting you through this.
I want death, and to go back to self harming. I’m going to block my friends, and end my suffering.
I wanted to be good and normal, but I can’t. I’m broken. No matter how much I pray I’m still shattered and so irreparably damaged by abuse there is no going back. Nothing ever changes. No amount of Bible reading or praying ..
I’m tired and weak.
To go on and pretend to live this charade is unbearable. I have no hope.
Forgive me, Lord. I’m sorry to all. I really am. I tried SO hard, I tried to the point of breaking. I am sorry. Please forgive me, Jesus. Amen.
I’m sorry to my unsaved friend. I wanted to be a light, to pray for you every night.
I am sorry to my best friend. You won’t understand, but I just can’t keep putting you through this.
I want death, and to go back to self harming. I’m going to block my friends, and end my suffering.
I wanted to be good and normal, but I can’t. I’m broken. No matter how much I pray I’m still shattered and so irreparably damaged by abuse there is no going back. Nothing ever changes. No amount of Bible reading or praying ..
I’m tired and weak.
To go on and pretend to live this charade is unbearable. I have no hope.
Forgive me, Lord. I’m sorry to all. I really am. I tried SO hard, I tried to the point of breaking. I am sorry. Please forgive me, Jesus. Amen.