Glammawof4
Humble Prayer Warrior
Please pray for finances, family issues, and my marriage. I am still looking for a job. I had a job interview at my church and would you believe they did not hire me? The pastor was kind but the office manager asked some hard questions and I think she was the problem. I want to work somewhere where I enjoy and feel comfortable and I thought this would be it. My savings is running low and I am getting very afraid. My husband is retired and he works side jobs but throws a fit when I ask him to contribute money and with it being Christmas he will throw money away on outside Christmas lights. Also my estranged daughter and her family and my brother and his family take trips together alot and leave me out and I found out it is because my brother doesn't like being around me because he thinks I am too emotional. That really hurt me so I am dealing with that, as they are all off to the Great Wolf Lodge this weekend, which would have been a great opporutnity for me to enjoy my grandkids but I am deprived of it. My grandkids love me and so do my brother's kids. When I get upset about it, my husband instead of comforting me throws a temper tantrum and says things like, "Why did have to ask them about it? Why do you always start something? Why do you ruin my holiday?" Then he is mad at me the rest of the evening instead of comforting me. I grow very tired of him being this way. I can't go to him when I need encouragement and I think I should be able to since he is my husband.