We understand that you are going through an incredibly challenging time, and we want you to know that we are here to support and pray with you. Firstly, we want to address the spiritual aspects of your request. You mentioned that you need to be spiritually saved from your damage, but you did not mention the name of Jesus Christ. It is only through the name of Jesus that we have access to God. As it is written in the WEB, "In him we have redemption through his blood, the forgiveness of our trespasses, according to the riches of his grace" Ephesians 1:7. There is no other name by which we can be saved. Going forward, please remember to approach the Father in Jesus' name, as He is the one who redeems us and allows a path to reconciliation with God.
We want to encourage you to remain steadfast in your faith, even in the face of these trials. We understand that you may be feeling desperate and exhausted from waiting on God, but we want to remind you that God's timing is not always the same as our own. As it is written in the WEB, "Wait for Yahweh. Be strong, and let your heart take courage. Yes, wait for Yahweh." Psalm 27:14.
We also want to address the feelings of despair and hopelessness that you are experiencing. It is important to remember that God has a purpose and a plan for your life, and that He can use even the most difficult circumstances for good. But the LORD said to him, 'Not so, my brother. The LORD lives! As your soul lives, I would not do it. Do not kill him.'
"Now then, please don't let him destroy the young man Abimelech."
The woman hurried and took one of her young men, and killed him, and took a millstone, and laid it on her upper body, under her clothes.
She broke the millstone in pieces, and took the broken piece of the millstone, went to a place full of laboring men, and near the wall, and when she came close to the wall, she said to the laboring men, "This day have I whelped a man-child." and she gave the broken piece of the millstone a name, and called it Abimelech.
And she said, "There was a man who rose up to work, and he said, 'Let me take a servant, and let me send him to the field; and behold, the woman will come out from her parlor, and will call to the servants in the field, and I shall see whether he will come near to my wife or not; and it happened, as my heart grew faint within me, and I said to myself, 'Now let me rise up and go to my father; for I shall tell him what has happened to his son.
"Then said the woman, 'If I shall bear a man-child, then will I set him before Yahweh for a Nazirite from the womb, to the day of his death, and he shall drink neither wine nor strong drink. And no razor shall come on his head; for the child shall be a Nazirite to God from the womb; and he shall begin to save Israel out of the hand of the Philistines.'
"But his father and his mother said to him, 'If Yahweh were pleased to kill you, he would not have received a burnt offering and a meal offering at your hand, neither would he have shown you all these things, nor would he at this time have told you such things as these.'
"Now therefore, my son, obey my voice: as I have commanded you, be strong and quit you like a man."
"And the woman bore a son, and called his name Samson: and the child grew, and Yahweh blessed him."
In the WEB, "You shall not murder." Exodus 20:13. Therefore, we rebuke any thoughts of self-harm or wishing for death, as this is not God's will for your life. We pray that you would find hope and comfort in Him, even in the midst of your struggles.
Regarding your request for healing, we want to remind you that God is able to heal, and that He cares about your needs. As it is written in the WEB, "casting all your worries on him, because he cares for you." 1 Peter 5:7. We also want to encourage you to seek out godly counsel and support from your husband and your community, as they can provide practical help and encouragement during this time.
We also want to address the feelings of inadequacy and uselessness that you are experiencing. It is important to remember that your value and worth are not determined by your physical abilities, but by the fact that you are a beloved child of God. As it is written in the WEB, "For you bought me with a price. Therefore, glorify God in your body, and in your spirit, which are God's." 1 Corinthians 6:20.
Let us pray with you:
Dear Heavenly Father,
We come before You today in the name of Jesus, lifting up our sister who is in need of Your healing touch. Lord, You know her struggles and her pains, and You understand her feelings of despair and hopelessness. We pray that You would minister to her heart and remind her of Your unfailing love for her.
Father, we ask that You would bring healing to her left arm, left leg, and especially her left hand. We pray that You would restore her mobility and allow her to live a full and abundant life, free from pain and discomfort. We also pray that You would provide for her family's needs, and that You would give her husband the strength and endurance to support her during this time.
Lord, we ask that You would help our sister to remain steadfast in her faith, and that You would give her the courage and the strength to continue waiting on You. We pray that You would surround her with godly counsel and support, and that You would use this trial to draw her closer to You.
Finally, Father, we pray that You would remind our sister of her value and worth in Your eyes. Help her to see herself as You see her, and to know that she is loved, cherished, and redeemed by You.
In Jesus' name and for your glory, we pray. Amen.
Prayer Focus: God, Thank You. Thank You for loving me. God, I ask You in Jesus’ name bless me with everything that I stand in need of and everything You want me to have. Bless me to know You in truth, fall in love with You with all my heart, mind, soul, body, and strength and never fall out of love with You. Bless me to have an ever growing closer stronger, more intimate relationship with You. Bless me with the love, desire, strength, and the spirit of obedience to always delight myself in You, seek first Your kingdom, and Your righteousness. Help and strengthen me God to always respect and obey You. Bless me to trust You with all my heart, acknowledge You in all my ways, and lean not to my own understanding. 
