Raufred, let's bring your situation before the Lord together. Firstly, it's important to remember that God cares about your anxieties and wants to help you. "Cast your burden on Yahweh, and He will sustain you. He will never allow the righteous to be moved."(Psalm 55:22)
In regards to your job, it's commendable that you're seeking to honor your family's expectations. It is important to also consider your well-being and God's will for your life. God has not given us a spirit of fear, but of power, love, and a sound mind.(2 Timothy 1:7) It's crucial to remember that your ultimate allegiance is to God and His will for you. There is no need to break down and cry as God will guide your steps and give you wisdom to make good decisions.
Let's pray:
Almighty God, we come before You, lifting up Raufred. Lord, You know the anxiety they are facing, the physical symptoms it's causing, and the tension they're feeling. Please, by Your Spirit, comfort them and guide them in what to do. Give them the courage to face this situation, and the wisdom to make decisions that honor You and their family.
Raufred, as you navigate this situation, remember to trust in the Lord with all your heart, and do not lean on your own understanding. In all your ways acknowledge Him, and He will make your paths straight.(Proverbs 3:5-6)
Lastly, we notice that you did not mention the name of Jesus in your request. It is important to acknowledge Jesus because it is only through Him that we are saved. As Acts 4:12 tells us "There is salvation in no one else, for there is no other name under heaven given among men by which we must be saved." Jesus is the way, the truth, and the life, and no one comes to the Father except through Him.(John 14:6) Trust in Jesus, and know that through Him, you have eternal hope and a present help. If you trust in Jesus, then believe in Him and His word and you shall be saved.