Rivara
Disciple of Prayer
Please please pray for me to get a job, I’m a college grad and i still haven’t gotten a promising interview yet almost 7 months later. Also I have an utter desire to move out of my family home to a desirable location for me , yet I don’t have a job or money to be financially secure and I’m always worried about leaving my parents behind. My grandma that lives with us has dementia and it is very trying at times to be patient and understanding when she has issues using her common sense or when she gets really agitated , my father has issues with willpower and integrity and he abuses alcohol on his off days so my mother is stressed out, and I do as much as I can as a daughter to help with anything my parents require around the house because they’re the hardest workers I know. I’m 24 years old and I felt like I really haven’t lived life yet, i don’t want my 20s to be a waste, I want more friends , find love , a more outgoing personality, and confidence, on top of that I just really want to spread my wings so bad but I’m afraid of my parents splitting up and something happening to my dad , or my grandma has an episode and my Mom just loses it. When I finally live my life on my own, I just want to feel at peace and not worry about my parents marital issues, my fathers alcohol abuse, my moms insecurities, them tending to my grandmother without the younger help from me. I don’t want none of those worries at all, I want the Lord to see it through positively in his way. Our support system that helps with my grandma is out of town so my grandma switches households every 4 months or so as long as she is able to God willing…… Ohh I just need all the prayer hands I can get, I just want to know if God is listening , i don’t know what he wants me to do. I have great anxiety and slight depression leaving me to be unmotivated sometimes and just want to lay in bed hoping I’d get an interview leading to a job. I know God listens but sometimes it doesn’t feel like it, and I talk to him daily for I know he is with me, and he’s the only I know can fix my problems or give me the tools to fix them. Thank you for the blessings in advance. God bless you all.