Burger
Disciple of Prayer
Please, please, please pray for me. Or arrange for me to get the most advanced medical treatment in the world with cartilage research scientists for free. I don't believe in suicide. But I don't see any other solution. PLEASE READ! I'm going to be very honest. Although I believe God can do anything. I've never heard of someone that had EXTREMELY, extremely serious cartilage damage. That Jesus healed completely. I have excruciating, insane, insane, insane unbearable pain!!!! Either scientists in America or Jesus must help me or it will be too late!! I am 42 and have no more future. I have severe injuries in both my shoulders, both my knees, both my elbows, my upper back and lower back and both my thumbs. Lots of people have been praying for me. Including myself for 4 months. No improvement whatsoever. Every bit of movement with my arms just breaks my cartilage more. My arms are becoming weaker everyday and I can't use them. Except for walking into fire. I can't imagine having worse pain in my body.Pain medication don't help much and have serious side effects!! I'm convinced I am under the wrath of God. For the biggest part of my life I had no relationship with Jesus.Although I believed in his existence and everything that is in the Bible. I guess from the age of 4 till after my 40's I was the biggest television series addict in the world. Especially during times when I had no friends.It made this addiction much, much worse!!!!! Before I was 10 I had exposure to some very, very evil things! Things that led me to evil addictions and obsessions. Looking back at my life. I realized for the most part of my life. I did everything the opposite to what the Bible tells us we should do. For the first time ever I'm trying very hard to be obedient to God. I have confessed most of the bad things I ever done and sincerely also asked God to forgive me of all the sins I've ever done with the Precious Blood of his son Jesus Christ. Still it feels like Jesus removed all his mercy. Because I have been just two on obedient for just too many years. I have biged Jesus to give me another chance. My body is in so much pain it's more than anyone will be able to handle.!!! I used to look forward to the future I'm also experiencing 24/7 breathing problems. But now I have planned my suicide in details. If you can't use your legs or your arms and YOU have extreme physical pain that never, never stops. What on Earth shoot a man do??? I don't want elbow, shoulder and knee replacements. Those are extremely painful surgerys and they have lots of limitations afterwards. For example you're only allowed to pick up like two or three kilograms and need follow-up surgeries which only has a success rate of about 50%. When I kill myself, I know a lot of people is going to be devastated, my mother(who already lost one child) , my sister and her youngest daughter for example. I feel very very bad for them. I love them so so much. Also no one wants to go to hell. The thing is my parents are very old and I can't even help them anymore.Like I used to.Because of my injuries. I can't even work anymore. I had to stop my business of my serious injuries. I'm experiencing serious serious breathing problems and have gone to the hospital twice but they can't help me. I can't be the son, brother or uncle I used to be. Slightest movement of my arms give my shoulders loud cracking and shooting noises. My knees are making constant loud cracking noises. My niece and my shoulders are in so, so, so, so much pain!!! It drives you INSIDE. Please please please people ask as many people as humanly possible to pray for me. As I am sitting here typing on my phone I can't barely breathe. Doctors in my country don't know how to help me. I wish I could use my arms and legs again like a normal person. Very serious cartilage damage at 42 is no joke. Please pray that scientists and doctors from America will contact me and give me the help I need. Or the Jesus do the ultimate supernatural Healing miracle. I have always been prone to addictions since I wash a little boy. Dear Jesus please please please have mercy on me!!!! Also pray that Jesus will give me another chance and put my name in The Book of Life. I wouldn't want any person on this planet to have so much physical pain. I see no way out. Never thought my life would come to this. please, please, please ask as many churches and people humanly possible to pray for me.Struggling to breathe right now .THANK YOU pc my name is BURGER