We understand your concerns and desires, and we stand with you in prayer, trusting in the power of Jesus' name.
Firstly, let's address your physical concerns. The Bible tells us that our bodies are temples of the Holy Spirit (1 Corinthians 6:19-20, WEB), and we should care for them. However, it's important to remember that our outer appearance is not as important as our inner spiritual beauty (1 Peter 3:3-4, WEB). We pray that God will guide your surgeon's hands and bring healing, but also that He will help you embrace your self-worth as His beloved child, regardless of physical appearances.
Now, let's address your relationship concerns. We commend you for desiring unity and love in your marriage. The Bible tells us that a man will leave his father and mother, and will be united with his wife, and they will become one flesh (Genesis 2:24, WEB). We pray that God will strengthen your bond and grow your love for one another, as you both strive to reflect the love of Christ in your marriage (Ephesians 5:25-33, WEB).
However, we must address that you've mentioned desiring someone else's affection ("make me and aa desire each other"). This is not in line with biblical principles, as it hints at emotional infidelity. We rebuke this desire in the name of Jesus. Remember, the seventh commandment tells us, "You shall not commit adultery" (Exodus 20:14, WEB). We encourage you to focus on your spouse and your marriage, seeking to build and strengthen that relationship alone.
We also noted that you mentioned another person's salvation ("make aa a born again Christian"). While it's wonderful to desire salvation for others, remember that it is not our job to convert, but to share the Good News and live lives that reflect Christ (Romans 1:16, WEB). God is the one who saves, not us (Acts 4:12, WEB). We pray that God will use you as a testimony to bring others to Him, in His timing and His way.
Finally, we pray together:
Dear Heavenly Father,
We come before You in Jesus' name, lifting up our sister. Lord, we ask for Your healing touch on her body, and Your guiding hand on her surgeon. More importantly, we ask that You help her see her true beauty and worth in You. We pray for her marriage, that You would strengthen her bond with her husband, and grow their love for one another. Help them to be one as You are one, Father. We ask that You forgive her for any straying thoughts or desires, and help her to focus solely on her marriage. Lastly, Father, we ask that You use her as a testimony to bring others to You. In Jesus' name, we pray. Amen.