Anonymous
Beloved of All
Please, my dad was diagnosed with Narcissistic disorder a while back and he don't want help and all he does is hurt us, gaslight, abuse, while pretending to be a good person infront of others and uses Bible verse for his own benefit and fake personality. He is obsessed with keeping us under his control and he tries to convince us we are something we aren't, something sad and in desperate need of his advice and saving. He also tries to manipulate us into thinking we can't do anything for ourselves and anythingthat we learn to become independant is what he hates and pisses him off. He doesn't want us to live our own lives, he wants us to live for him. And just like any person with NPD they push you to the point of preferring suicide then to continue living under his influence. He doesn't care if he hurts us, he enjoys it, he truly smiles and smirks when he cry or get upset, and uses what we communicate to him of how he is hurting us to make us feel guilty while acting to other people like he is the victim. It's like being stuck in a trap, in a spiderweb and he is wrapping you up to eat you. He has hurt many people. I need to move out quick and I'm not sure how since I can't drive, how I will do it without him getting involved or using his minions (people he manipulates and believe him). Please keep me in your prayers. I am not living in a good healthy place right now.