ilove1214
Faithful Servant
Ok good hey I've been having nightmares for the last few nights about my mom and Uncle David and other adopted feeling coming back a lot from the dead and then control me and overpower me like last night I was talking about and trying to build my own town property and stuff and my adopting mom was like how much do you pay for that and I said a trillion dollars and she was like why would you pay for so much for a town for a property and I said because it's for me and my friends movie and stuff and she was like well your friends are not going to be moving in probably with you they're going to come and do pre visits with you she was like controlling and overpowering me and my friends and stuffAnd I lost all my friends some dreams and some of them are distant from them for a long time or forever and dreams and I kept on praying God please give me back my friends please give me about my dreams and he ignore me forever or for it ages meaning for a long time and I was distance and I lost my friends and stuff and things and and the day before I had dreams were always at this place and never swallowed near the bathroom on the hallway and stuff I underneath the pool water and stuff my Uncle David was there and I run the world hopping there and sneak to the bathroom and he was like where's Dennis and I came up out there and said well I was in but I've been having lots of dreams this week about my adopting coming back from the life of the day coming back in my life again like I don't want and ruining my life and making my life not like I was hoping and and God putting them in my life on purpose and everything like I hope and pray those dreams don't come true or even continue and I hope and pray that my friends will not be distance from me like in dreams I hope I get everything that I hope for and pray for in life I'll just hope God will Answer on his timing or sooner I hope God doesn't bring my adopted family around me like that or let them do that but I had dreams last night where I was also going to different animated cartoon worlds and the cartoon character will all be nice to me and I end up going back home and going near my mom is and she was like so the cartoon characters were nice to you so none of them were mean to you and stuff and the cartoon characters from Mom and was like well we could eating and we can't be nice to you we have No chose I'm not allow and my adopted mom not my will Mom would not let me do anything I wanted like. I was wondering why did God do all this doing to me why is he doing this to me like why is it being mean and give me why I don't want to end let me lose everything I want and losing all my friends listing all my goals like why is God doing this to me do you think any of it is going to happen I hope and pray not please pray that all these dreams nightmares were not come true or continue pray that they were in and pray that God will give me back my good dreams and good versions dreams that I had since August 25th asked him to give him back on my good dreams and give me everything I want and would want in this life pray that he will give me back everything I lost all my dreams and everything in Jesus name amen