Anonymous
Beloved of All
Pleease Pray for me in the name of Jesus, Please my God, forgive me for my sins of arrogance, impatience and stupidity. My Physicians have, for many years treated me badly, seemingly not caring that I suffered from terrible Hypertension, and instructing me to lose weight, but not explaining the connection between being overweight and hypertension. Please my God, I beg Thee to forgive me for my sins and heal me. My Physician did ask me to send them a measurement of my blood pressure, I was busy doing something else and did rush the measurement, and did not take great care that the measurement was accurate. Please my God, I have been unsupported many times in my life, by my mother, my husband, my husband's Father and Mother, my Physicians and my son's wife, and I should have turned to Thee, but I thought I could manage everything on my own. I now realise that I needed Thee by my side, guiding me and loving me. Please my Lord, I asked my son's wife to help me to lose weight, but she declined to help me. I did not have the strength to carry on with my weight loss alone. I asked my husband to put a treadmill in ours garage for me but he did not. Oh please God, please, please help me. My family came to visit me today, it absolutely broke my heart, hugging them, not wanting to ever let go of them. Please God, please forgive and heal me. My Physicians did not seem to care about my Hypertension, one of them even reducing my medication and placing me in danger. My Physician did never tell me about the connection between hypertension and excess weight, I had no idea of the danger I was in. Please my Lord, if my Brain Haemorrhage should turn to being a non aneurysmal sub arachnoid haemorrhage, I it would be truly miraculous. If I could awaken to find myself at any point between the eighth month in Thy year two thousand and nineteen and the twelfth month in Thy year two thousand and twenty three, that also would would be truly a miracle. Please my God, I have been a fool, and now Pray with everything that I am that Thou will show mercy to Thy foolish daughter, who truly, truly repents of her sins, particularly the sin of impatience. Please God, I know I have been extremely foolish, and if Thou, if it is Thy will, heal me in this world, I will be Thy most faithful servant. Please God Almighty, I am desperately in need of Thy help. My husband does not understand my depression, and although his greatest desire is that my illness be placed in his body, we know that cannot be. Please God, I have been a fool and am now suffering greatly for it. I would never again eat too much, and would exercise often, but fear it is now too late for me to be saved in this world. Please my God, please, do not let me suffer, if I have to leave this world, please take me whilst I sleep, with no knowledge and no pain. Please Lord, if Thou cannot heal me, please take me from this world gently I beg Thee. Amen my God.