I just want you to know I might not know you personally but I love you and Jesus loves you more. I challenge you right now to list ten things you're grateful for. It may be the opposite of what you want to do, and I can understand that, but that kind of thinking probably won't get you where you want to be and especially happy. In order to change those circumstances, you've got to start by changing the way you think and trusting God. That starts now. If you put that into motion, you might feel a bit better shortly, but thinking about life like that doesn't help bring good, delightful, gracious, amazing things before you. It only intensifies the negative. So, in Jesus' name, I pray to show this person the love in which you've shown me and for that love to be so strong it takes them into the purpose in which you have created them. And that is knowing you and serving you with all their heart, not wishing the deceit of their own heart upon themselves. According to your will, we pray in Jesus' name, amen.