Anonymous
Beloved of All
Lord you know what I'm going through, I want to please you in what I do, it is so hard to engage a healthy encouraging fulfilling and edifying conversation, that's why I can't ask for prayers to them, very overshadow spirituality, Lord you know that I'm feeling lonely, those who know that visiting encouraging the sick, I haven't even had that from my pastor. You know that has been months since I got very sick and I still believe that you have a purpose for me that's why you keep me in this World, but it's hard to swallow the reality, when words don't match with action. I know that even if you do good to someone doesn't mean that will come back from them, I'm not putting my trust or faith on them, it's not that but it's discouraging, reading through Paul's letters I was feeling identify with him about his time when he expressed similar situations. Also I've been praying for my future godly husband that he can have the characteristics of Boaz because even in that situation I had some pretenders but the most important thing it's not on them they don't trust in you, I declined their proposals, because I'm stick to the standards you required for a godly marriage, sadly they got closer because of our friendship on different places that I meet them, I'm asking that you keep directing my steps and find another church because has been hard finding the fellowship that is needed, in Jesus name I pray for those who appreciate me and show they're sincere and genuine. Provide me with godly and true friends in Jesus name I pray. Amen.