Tobill
Disciple of Prayer
Please I need prayer regarding my housing situation and my transportation needs. I am disabled and I have had multiple surgeries. I’m praying for stability and also I have let go of cigarettes since last year but I did vape to wean off then later after then stopped then had a few moments and then stopped and almost to the day let it totally go and then got notice I had to move. So I know I let that get in the way and I know my Faith has been tested and has been weak. I’ve told the Lord I’d give it up altogether if I were to stay where I’m at but this whole situation has been a year and 1/2 in the making and I’m discouraged and I have let myself don about it. I have spoken to my doctors about it and did get the patches. Truth I have and keep forgetting and also I have been stressed as I’m short on time and have much to think about and all kinds of decisions to make about my stuff ??? All questions unanswered. Because I have no family friends or anything and no transportation. I do have social workers helping me but I haven’t gotten any reply’s and or any direction and I just think it’s the streets for me again after living here this being my 4 th year here. I am at a loss . Also I can’t for the life of me figure out how in the world I don’t have any friends especially Christian friends!!,!,!,! I feel as though it’s not normal. And it’s not what God would want or have. I feel as though I’m singled out or something… I really just do not understand. I could say much more. I know the God Almighty is watching and knows and sees! He surely must know something! I don’t think it’s fair that his word is truth and yet I’m not being shown that truth in so many ways and I have prayed and prayed and I have been doing a lot of self check and everything I can to do internal wash …. ( praise) I did meet a wondernew neighbor today that Really seems to Love Jesus ALOT! That was a miracle and but you see I may be out !, or at least unless a miracle happens I will be out! So what was the point in that? Just a cruel joke? I’m confused we’re told to love one another. Because He first loved us. Please help. I really need prayer support if you. Could put me on your list . And sorry if I wrote this kinda messed up sometimes it’s hard to verbalize my heart. Thank you for listening. God Bless you all Lisa