I don't even know how to put into words how i feel right now
but i would soo appreciate your prayers for me
I am always on edge
Always Un-Easy
I can't relax no matter how hard i try
I tried soo hard to get soo much done today
but i never slept at all last night & i was soo tired
that i could only accomplish the bare minimum
I am still trying to adjust to my new Apt.
and
I feel soo lost weary & especially soo very all alone
Plus right now we are having a very huge storm
& i ask protection for my ground floor apt from flooding
and for my SUV CAR also from flood water damage
I am not doing well emotionally or physically
I feel soo uncomfortable lost & soo very very all alone
However The Holy Spirit reveals to you to pray for me this evening
I truly would soo appreciate that more then you will ever ever know
Thank-You To Everyone & May God Bless All Of You
For Your Precious Caring & Gentle Kindness To Me
I love all of you because you are my Family Of God
ABBA-DADDY-FATHER-GOD
IN THE NAME OF YOUR SON JESUS
I HAVE FOUGHT SOO LONG & SOO HARD TO SURVIVE
I NO LONGER KNOW WHAT NORMAL LIFE IS
OR WHAT HAPPINESS IS
I AM ALWAYS ON HIGH ALERT
I AM ALWAYS ON STAND-BYE TO FIGHT TO SURVIVE TO SIMPLY EXIST
TO FIGHT TO SURVIVE YET AGAIN
I FEEL LIKE I AM SHELL-SHOCKED & NOT EVEN MYSELF ANYMORE
PLEASE HELP ME DADDY-GOD IN JESUS'S NAME
AND
HEAL ME FROM ALL OF THIS FEAR & INSECURITY
AND
RESTORE ME PHYSICALLY AND EMOTIONALLY
AND MAKE ME EVERY BIT WHOLE AGAIN
I REALIZE I AM NOT THE SAME PERSON WHO I ONCE WAS
I UNDERSTAND THAT I HAVE GONE THRU SOO MUCH TRAUMA
AND TRAGEDY THAT I AM A DAMAGED PERSON
HELP ME FEEL NORMAL AGAIN
WHEN I WALK OUT MY FRONT DOOR
I FEEL LIKE I AM FACING A WAR ZONE
I HAVE NO SENSE OF WHAT NORMAL LIFE IS ANY MORE
I FEEL VERY ISOLATED
VERY LOST
OFTEN VERY SCARED
AND MOST OF ALL
SOO MIS-UNDERSTOOD AND SOO ALL ALONE
PLEASE HELP ME GOD
FOR I TRUST NO ONE ANY MORE
I CAN ONLY TRUST THE CHRIST IN THEM THAT I PERCEIVE
AND THAT MAYBE IS THE SADDEST FACT OF ALL
FOR WHATEVER HAPPENED TO ME
PLEASE
TURN ME AROUND
AND MAKE ME WHOLE WELL HEALED & NORMAL AGAIN
HELP ME LIVE LIFE TO THE FULLEST
WITH JOY AND YOUR PEACE AND UN-AFRAID
I HOPE THIS PRAYER MADE SENSE TO YOU ABBA-FATHER-DADDY-GOD
I SURE HOPE IT DID
AND I ASK FOR YOUR HELP TONIGHT ALWAYS IN JESUS'S NAME
P.S. PLEASE MAKE THIS STORM STOP PLEASE
THIS IS MY FIRST STORM IN MY NEW APARTMENT
AND I AM ON VERY HIGH ALERT YET AGAIN THIS EVENING FOR SURVIVAL
PLEASE
SPEAK PEACE BE STILL TO THE WIND AND THE RAIN LORD AND SAVIOR JESUS
AND
WATCH OVER ME WITH YOUR LOVING KINDNESS AND MERCY
BE MY GOOD SHEPHERD FOR ALWAYS
THANK-YOU FATHER SON AND HOLY GHOST
HAVE MERCY UPON ME OH LORD XOXOX
AMEN XOXOX
P.S.S.
FOR WHATEVER IS WRONG WITH ME
PLEASE MAKE IT RIGHT ONCE AGAIN
YOU KNOW ME BETTER THEN EVEN I KNOW MYSELF THESE DAYS
SEND YOUR ANGELS TO PROTECT ME
AND
YOUR HOLY SPIRIT TO COMFORT ME
AND
MAY I GET THRU THIS EVENING
AND HAVE A MORE SUCCESSFUL DAY
TOMORROW AS I GO OVER MY MANY
LISTS OF THINGS TO GET DONE SINCE
I JUST MOVED
HELP ME TO FINSIH MAKING EVERY PHONE CALL TO GIVE EVERYONE MY NEW ADDRESS AND HELP ME TO FINISH ALL OF
MY PAPER-WORK AND GET IT IN THE MAIL
THIS WEEK SOMEHOW SOMEWAY
MOST OF ALL PLEASE HELP ME ABBA-FATHER-DADDY-GOD IN JESUS'S NAME
WHATEVER YOU KNOW THAT I NEED HELP
WITH TO MAKE IT THRU YET ANOTHER
EVENING AND THEN YET ANOTHER DAY TOMORROW PLEASE GIVE ME BETTER COPING SKILLS...
I TRUST YOU TO FIGURE THIS ALL OUT
FOR ME AND HELP RESTORE ME TO A SENSE OF NORMAL HUMAN LIFE ONCE AGAIN ON PLANET EARTH
THANK-YOU GOD FOR BEING HERE FOR ME AND JUST KNOW THAT I LOVE YOU MORE BUT I NEED YOU MOST OF ALL
YOUR WORD SAYS YOU WILL NEVER LEAVE ME OR FORSAKE ME
AND THAT IS MY MOST FAVORITE SCRIPTURE VERSE OF ALL
STAND BY ME LORD GOD
STAND BY ME
HOLD ONTO MY HAND
AND
ALWAYS KEEP HOLDING ONTO MY HAND
AND DON'T LET GO EITHER
AND
NEVER STOP STANDING BY ME PLEASE
AMEN XOXOX IN JESUS'S NAME
I AM TRYING SOO HARD TO GET BETTER
PLEASE DO A MOST MIGHTY WORK IN ME
PLEASE MAKE ME WELL ONCE AGAIN
MAKE ME A NEW CREATURE AND A NEW
CREATION IN YOU ALONE CHRIST JESUS
CREATE IN ME A CLEAN HEART OH GOD
AND
RENEW A RIGHT SPIRIT WITH-IN ME
CAST ME NOT AWAY FROM THY PRESENCE OH LORD
AND TAKE NOT THY HOLY SPIRIT FROM ME
RESTORE UNTO ME THE JOY OF MY SALVATION
AND RENEW A RIGHT SPIRIT WITH-IN ME
FROM THE PSALM THAT KING DAVID WROTE...MAY THIS WORD NOT RETURN VOID IN MY LIFE B UT MORE THEN ACCOMPLISH WHAT I HAVE JUST SENT IT OUT TO DO ON MY BEHALF
I ASK ALL OF THIS TONIGHT IN FAITH
PLEASE COMPASSIONATELY HONOR MY PRAYER TO YOU ALONE THIS EVENING
AND MAY TOMORROW BE A WHOLE NEW
AND HAPPY JOYFUL DAY FOR ME
AGAIN
I ASK THIS ALL IN JESUS'S NAME
AMEN AND AMEN XOXOX
but i would soo appreciate your prayers for me
I am always on edge
Always Un-Easy
I can't relax no matter how hard i try
I tried soo hard to get soo much done today
but i never slept at all last night & i was soo tired
that i could only accomplish the bare minimum
I am still trying to adjust to my new Apt.
and
I feel soo lost weary & especially soo very all alone
Plus right now we are having a very huge storm
& i ask protection for my ground floor apt from flooding
and for my SUV CAR also from flood water damage
I am not doing well emotionally or physically
I feel soo uncomfortable lost & soo very very all alone
However The Holy Spirit reveals to you to pray for me this evening
I truly would soo appreciate that more then you will ever ever know
Thank-You To Everyone & May God Bless All Of You
For Your Precious Caring & Gentle Kindness To Me
I love all of you because you are my Family Of God
ABBA-DADDY-FATHER-GOD
IN THE NAME OF YOUR SON JESUS
I HAVE FOUGHT SOO LONG & SOO HARD TO SURVIVE
I NO LONGER KNOW WHAT NORMAL LIFE IS
OR WHAT HAPPINESS IS
I AM ALWAYS ON HIGH ALERT
I AM ALWAYS ON STAND-BYE TO FIGHT TO SURVIVE TO SIMPLY EXIST
TO FIGHT TO SURVIVE YET AGAIN
I FEEL LIKE I AM SHELL-SHOCKED & NOT EVEN MYSELF ANYMORE
PLEASE HELP ME DADDY-GOD IN JESUS'S NAME
AND
HEAL ME FROM ALL OF THIS FEAR & INSECURITY
AND
RESTORE ME PHYSICALLY AND EMOTIONALLY
AND MAKE ME EVERY BIT WHOLE AGAIN
I REALIZE I AM NOT THE SAME PERSON WHO I ONCE WAS
I UNDERSTAND THAT I HAVE GONE THRU SOO MUCH TRAUMA
AND TRAGEDY THAT I AM A DAMAGED PERSON
HELP ME FEEL NORMAL AGAIN
WHEN I WALK OUT MY FRONT DOOR
I FEEL LIKE I AM FACING A WAR ZONE
I HAVE NO SENSE OF WHAT NORMAL LIFE IS ANY MORE
I FEEL VERY ISOLATED
VERY LOST
OFTEN VERY SCARED
AND MOST OF ALL
SOO MIS-UNDERSTOOD AND SOO ALL ALONE
PLEASE HELP ME GOD
FOR I TRUST NO ONE ANY MORE
I CAN ONLY TRUST THE CHRIST IN THEM THAT I PERCEIVE
AND THAT MAYBE IS THE SADDEST FACT OF ALL
FOR WHATEVER HAPPENED TO ME
PLEASE
TURN ME AROUND
AND MAKE ME WHOLE WELL HEALED & NORMAL AGAIN
HELP ME LIVE LIFE TO THE FULLEST
WITH JOY AND YOUR PEACE AND UN-AFRAID
I HOPE THIS PRAYER MADE SENSE TO YOU ABBA-FATHER-DADDY-GOD
I SURE HOPE IT DID
AND I ASK FOR YOUR HELP TONIGHT ALWAYS IN JESUS'S NAME
P.S. PLEASE MAKE THIS STORM STOP PLEASE
THIS IS MY FIRST STORM IN MY NEW APARTMENT
AND I AM ON VERY HIGH ALERT YET AGAIN THIS EVENING FOR SURVIVAL
PLEASE
SPEAK PEACE BE STILL TO THE WIND AND THE RAIN LORD AND SAVIOR JESUS
AND
WATCH OVER ME WITH YOUR LOVING KINDNESS AND MERCY
BE MY GOOD SHEPHERD FOR ALWAYS
THANK-YOU FATHER SON AND HOLY GHOST
HAVE MERCY UPON ME OH LORD XOXOX
AMEN XOXOX
P.S.S.
FOR WHATEVER IS WRONG WITH ME
PLEASE MAKE IT RIGHT ONCE AGAIN
YOU KNOW ME BETTER THEN EVEN I KNOW MYSELF THESE DAYS
SEND YOUR ANGELS TO PROTECT ME
AND
YOUR HOLY SPIRIT TO COMFORT ME
AND
MAY I GET THRU THIS EVENING
AND HAVE A MORE SUCCESSFUL DAY
TOMORROW AS I GO OVER MY MANY
LISTS OF THINGS TO GET DONE SINCE
I JUST MOVED
HELP ME TO FINSIH MAKING EVERY PHONE CALL TO GIVE EVERYONE MY NEW ADDRESS AND HELP ME TO FINISH ALL OF
MY PAPER-WORK AND GET IT IN THE MAIL
THIS WEEK SOMEHOW SOMEWAY
MOST OF ALL PLEASE HELP ME ABBA-FATHER-DADDY-GOD IN JESUS'S NAME
WHATEVER YOU KNOW THAT I NEED HELP
WITH TO MAKE IT THRU YET ANOTHER
EVENING AND THEN YET ANOTHER DAY TOMORROW PLEASE GIVE ME BETTER COPING SKILLS...
I TRUST YOU TO FIGURE THIS ALL OUT
FOR ME AND HELP RESTORE ME TO A SENSE OF NORMAL HUMAN LIFE ONCE AGAIN ON PLANET EARTH
THANK-YOU GOD FOR BEING HERE FOR ME AND JUST KNOW THAT I LOVE YOU MORE BUT I NEED YOU MOST OF ALL
YOUR WORD SAYS YOU WILL NEVER LEAVE ME OR FORSAKE ME
AND THAT IS MY MOST FAVORITE SCRIPTURE VERSE OF ALL
STAND BY ME LORD GOD
STAND BY ME
HOLD ONTO MY HAND
AND
ALWAYS KEEP HOLDING ONTO MY HAND
AND DON'T LET GO EITHER
AND
NEVER STOP STANDING BY ME PLEASE
AMEN XOXOX IN JESUS'S NAME
I AM TRYING SOO HARD TO GET BETTER
PLEASE DO A MOST MIGHTY WORK IN ME
PLEASE MAKE ME WELL ONCE AGAIN
MAKE ME A NEW CREATURE AND A NEW
CREATION IN YOU ALONE CHRIST JESUS
CREATE IN ME A CLEAN HEART OH GOD
AND
RENEW A RIGHT SPIRIT WITH-IN ME
CAST ME NOT AWAY FROM THY PRESENCE OH LORD
AND TAKE NOT THY HOLY SPIRIT FROM ME
RESTORE UNTO ME THE JOY OF MY SALVATION
AND RENEW A RIGHT SPIRIT WITH-IN ME
FROM THE PSALM THAT KING DAVID WROTE...MAY THIS WORD NOT RETURN VOID IN MY LIFE B UT MORE THEN ACCOMPLISH WHAT I HAVE JUST SENT IT OUT TO DO ON MY BEHALF
I ASK ALL OF THIS TONIGHT IN FAITH
PLEASE COMPASSIONATELY HONOR MY PRAYER TO YOU ALONE THIS EVENING
AND MAY TOMORROW BE A WHOLE NEW
AND HAPPY JOYFUL DAY FOR ME
AGAIN
I ASK THIS ALL IN JESUS'S NAME
AMEN AND AMEN XOXOX
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