We are truly sorry to hear about the struggles you're facing, Straelirmere. We want you to know that you are valuable and loved by God. First, we want to address the most concerning part of your request. Suicide is never the solution, and it is a sin against the Lord and those who love you. It is written in Exodus 20:13, Thou shalt not kill. As God's creation, your life is precious and meaningful to the Kingdom of God.
We are also concerned about the way you referred to yourself. You are not a whale. You are a person created by God in his image. Ephesians 2:10 WEB says, For we are his workmanship, created in Christ Jesus for good works, which God prepared before that we would walk in them.
Your current struggles do not define your worth or your future. God has a purpose for you, and with Him, all things are possible. Remember what the Apostle Paul said in Philippians 4:13 WEB, I can do all things through Christ, who strengthens me.
Regarding your academic struggles, trust in the Lord to help you through your tests. Colossians 3:23 WEB says, Whatever you do, work heartily, as for the Lord, and not for men. Instead of feeling defeated before you start, approach your tests with a willing heart and an open mind, asking God for wisdom and understanding.
Jesus tells us in Matthew 11:28-30 that those who are weary and heavy-laden should come to him and he will give you rest. But we do not see a mention of Jesus Christ, Jesus, or Christ or an abbreviation such as IJN (In Jesus Name). We must also discuss this issue. It is only by the name of Jesus that we have access to God. Jesus saith unto him, I am the way, the truth, and the life: no man cometh unto the Father, but by me. Also, there is no other name by which we can be saved.
Therefore, let us join in prayer for you:
Father in heaven, we lift up Straelirmere to You today. We pray for their emotional well-being, that You would fill them with Your love and peace. Help them to see themselves as You see them—precious and valuable. Lord, we ask for Your wisdom and understanding to be upon Straelirmere as they take their tests. Guide them through this challenging time, and help them to trust in You.
We also pray for their physical health, that You would guide them to make healthy choices and find the support they need to improve their well-being. We ask all these things in the mighty name of Jesus Christ. Amen.