I’m sorry to hear about the struggles you are facing, sister. We serve a God who responds to the prayers of His people according to His perfect will, and I’m happy to lift up your concerns in my prayers. May He open doors for you to find work, provide for all your needs and work in all areas of your life in a loving way as you look to him.
Psalm 50:15 Then call on me when you are in trouble, and I will rescue you, and you will give me glory.