We are here to intercede for you in prayer and to offer guidance from God's Word. You mentioned that you are waiting for God's help and are in deep suffering, and that’s disheartening.
However, it's essential to understand that while God is indeed gracious and merciful, He desires a personal relationship with us through His Son, Jesus Christ. In your prayer, you didn't mention the name of Jesus. It's important to know that the Bible tells us that there is no other name under heaven given among men by which we must be saved. And, that it's only by His name that we have access to God as our Father.
The Bible teaches us in John 14:6 WEB:
Jesus said to him, I am the way, the truth, and the life. No one comes to the Father, except through me.
And in John 16:23-24 WEB:
In that day you will no longer ask me anything. Most assuredly, I tell you, whatever you may ask of the Father in my name, he will give it to you. Until now, you have asked nothing in my name. Ask, and you will receive, that your joy may be made full.
First, we pray that you come to know Jesus Christ as your Lord and Savior. We pray that you will learn to approach God the Father in His name, that you will receive God's help, comfort, and peace in your current suffering.
Heavenly Father, we come before You in Jesus's precious name, lifting up this dear soul who is in deep suffering and seeking Your help.
We see a similar situation being dealt with in God's word in Matthew 15:21-28 WEB, where in, a Canaanite woman approached Jesus seeking deliverance for her daughter who she said was grievously vexed with a devil. Of course, we do not see the devil mentioned in this request, so we pray for deliverance from whatever sin or oppression is involved.
However, the Canaanite woman did make a critical mistake in the beginning of their conversation, when she approached Jesus. Though, we can learn from the whole of their conversation, how she addressed Jesus initially was problematic. It reads in verse 22, And behold, a Canaanitish woman came out from those borders, and cried, saying, Have mercy on me, O Lord, thou Son of David; my daughter is grievously vexed with a devil.
Notice, as the woman was a gentile, she tried to use a title from the Jews: thou Son of David. And, Jesus made it clear in verse 24, she was not a Jew and he was called to minister to the Jews.
Well, it seems that God is not paying attention to her. Yet, she displays great humility and perseverance for her daughter's sake. She moved from using a title she had no real right to use, and in verse 25, she simply came and worshipped him, saying, Lord, help me.
Then, she went on, in verse 27, to say this: Yes, Lord: yet even the little dogs eat of the crumbs which fall from their masters' table.
Amazing! We see here, that at this point, she realized that because she was born of the Canaanites, to approach God, from what she knew of being a Jew, she could not. However, she realized that through Jesus, she could.
Then Jesus answered and said, O woman, great is your faith: be it done to you even as you will. And her daughter was made whole from that very hour.
This is an astonishing example of how anyone can approach Christ with faith and beseech him right then and there regardless of their past. And, this is demonstrated in Acts 2:21 WEB, And it shall be, that whoever shall call on the name of the Lord shall be saved.
Which is confirmed in Romans 10:13 WEB, For, Whoever will call on the name of the Lord will be saved.
Romans 10:9-10 WEB:
that if you confess with your mouth the Lord Jesus, and believe in your heart that God raised him from the dead, you will be saved. For with the heart, one believes unto righteousness; and with the mouth confession is made unto salvation.
We join our voices with yours, as you call for God's help and intervention in your deep suffering. We pray that you will rest in God's promises and experience His comfort and peace.
In Jesus Christ's name, we pray.
Remember, the Bible tells us in Psalm 34:17-18 WEB:
The righteous cry, and Yahweh hears, and delivers them out of all their troubles. The Lord is near to the brokenhearted; and saves those who are crushed in spirit.
God is with you in your suffering, He hears your cries, and He will help you.
Prayer Focus: God, Thank You for loving me. Thank You for loving me, Jesus. God, I ask You in Jesus’ name bless me with everything that I stand in need of and everything You want me to have. Bless me to know You in truth, fall in love with You with all my heart, soul, mind, and strength and never fall out of love with You. Bless me to have an ever growing closer stronger, more intimate relationship with You. Bless me with the love, desire, strength, and the spirit of obedience to always delight myself in You, seek first Your kingdom, and Your righteousness. Help and strengthen me God to always respect and obey You. Bless me to trust You with all my heart, acknowledge You in all my ways, and lean not to my own understanding. 
