DonnaT
Beloved of All
Please help pray for me to be released and free of the control of church members. I was at a church living and they asked me to leave because I would not conform to their every wish. I was respectful in the way that I stayed out of sight did not interfere with any of their meetings kept my room clean and did not ask any assistance of them to maintain myself daily or get to work, help with finances or phone calls or paperwork or anything I needed to do to reach my future goals. I did find a place to live but I believe they are suffocating me holding me captive through prayer and in the spirit because they wanted my benefits and knowledge that I have but did not want to work with me while I waited on housing I wanted, or be willing to understand what it's like to suffer trauma and lose a child and be patient understanding that it takes time to reach a goal. I had asked for help from them months ago to stop what was going on in my personal life and they blew me off. They judged me for what I had been through related to how I responded to being in situations with drugs and alcohol with my family even though I was not using either at all and having to raise my children by myself which none of them have had to do or been around these types of situations. They indicated that every outcome I was experiencing was my fault and no one else's and that I have the problem. I observed that both pastors and their wives were very controlling of their children. I think they found it very difficult that they weren't able to control what scripture I was studying or how I was attempting to reach my goals. I have something they want and they will not set me free and pray to figure it out on their own. I know what I know because of my experience. I believe they want the easy way out and to just steal from me, my knowledge instead of living life and learning. I feel suffocated and unable to sleep. I do not feel I owe them anything because of how they treated me. Please Prayer Partners pray for them to no longer have access to me so I feel free and not suffocated. Please pray to God that they release me and to stop trying to control me in the spirit and physically! In Jesus name I ask! Amen