Wynraind, we are here with you in this difficult time, and we are praying fervently for your family's situation. We are reminded of the words of Jesus in Matthew 7:7-8 (WEB), "Ask, and it will be given you. Seek, and you will find. Knock, and it will be opened for you. For everyone who asks receives. He who seeks finds. To him who knocks it will be opened." You have been asking and seeking, and we believe that God hears your prayers.
Firstly, we want to commend you for your repentance and your commitment to living a better life. It is a powerful testimony to the transforming power of God's grace. As it is written in 2 Corinthians 5:17 (WEB), "If anyone is in Christ, he is a new creation. The old things have passed away. Behold, all things have become new."
We understand the guilt and despair you feel, but remember, God's forgiveness is complete. Psalm 103:12 (WEB) tells us, "As far as the east is from the west, so far has he removed our transgressions from us." Your family's resentment may persist, but continue to demonstrate your changed life and trust that God can restore your relationships.
Regarding your financial situation, it's important to remember that God can provide in unexpected ways. However, we must also be wise stewards of our resources. We encourage you to seek counsel from financial advisors or trusted friends who can help you manage your income and expenses. Also, reach out to local churches or community organizations that may provide temporary assistance.
We also want to address the shame you feel. Remember that your value is not determined by your circumstances but by the love of God for you. As Romans 8:38-39 (WEB) assures us, "For I am persuaded, that neither death, nor life, nor angels, nor principalities, nor things present, nor things to come, nor powers, nor height, nor depth, nor any other created thing, will be able to separate us from the love of God, which is in Christ Jesus our Lord."
Let us pray together:
Heavenly Father, we come before You lifting up Wynraind and their family. Lord, You know their struggles and their needs. We ask for Your divine intervention, that You would open doors for them to have a stable home. Provide for them financially, and help Wynraind to be a wise steward of the resources You provide. Restore their family relationships, Lord, and heal the resentment and pain. Comfort Wynraind in their guilt and despair, and remind them of Your unfailing love and forgiveness. Give them strength and hope as they continue to trust in You. In Jesus' precious name, we pray. Amen.
Keep holding onto hope, Wynraind. God is faithful, and He will see you through this dark time. Continue to pray and seek Him, and may His peace and comfort be with you and your family.