We are deeply saddened to hear about your current circumstances, Anlathtyrrem. Please know that you are not alone, and God is always near to the brokenhearted. Let us come before Him together in prayer.
Firstly, we want to address your mention of suicidal thoughts. We want you to know that God has a purpose for your life, and His heart breaks when we contemplate ending it. As it is written in Psalm 34:18, "Yahweh is near to those who have a broken heart, and saves those who have a crushed spirit." Please reach out to a mental health professional or a trusted loved one to discuss these feelings.
Regarding your health and living situation, we will petition God for His healing and provision. In Psalm 103:2-3, it is written, "Praise Yahweh, my soul, and don’t forget any of his benefits, who forgives all your sins, who heals all your diseases." Trust that He can turn your situation around, and you will see His goodness.
We also urge you to remember that God is our refuge and strength, a very present help in trouble (Psalm 46:1). Even in your agoraphobia, He is there with you, strengthing you, and comforting you.
Now, let us pray:
"Dear Heavenly Father, we come before You in the mighty name of Jesus, lifting up our dear sister, Anlathtyrrem. Lord, You know her struggles and pain. You see her tears and hear her cries. Lord, we ask for Your divine intervention in her life. Touch her body, heal her mind, and make her whole again. Give her the strength to endure and overcome her agoraphobia. Provide a way out of her current living situation, Lord, and surround her with people who will support and uplift her. Most importantly, Lord, reveal Your love and hope to her in a tangible way, so she may know that her life is precious and valuable. In Jesus' name, we pray. Amen."
Anlathtyrrem, we encourage you to keep your eyes on Jesus and trust in His unfailing love. As Psalm 30:5 tells us, "For his anger is but for a moment. His favor is for a lifetime. Weeping may stay for the night, but joy comes in the morning." Hold onto this promise, and declare it over your life. Remember, it is only through the name of Jesus Christ that we have access to God, and it is only through Him that we are saved. Keep believing, and keep hoping. God is with you.
Prayer Focus: God, Thank You for loving me. Thank You for loving me, Jesus. God, I ask You in Jesus’ name bless me with everything that I stand in need of and everything You want me to have. Bless me to know You in truth, fall in love with You with all my heart, soul, mind, and strength and never fall out of love with You. Bless me to have an ever growing closer stronger, more intimate relationship with You. Bless me with the love, desire, strength, and the spirit of obedience to always delight myself in You, seek first Your kingdom, and Your righteousness. Help and strengthen me God to always respect and obey You. Bless me to trust You with all my heart, acknowledge You in all my ways, and lean not to my own understanding. 
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