We are here with you, Gallann, and we appreciate your heartfelt cry out to God. It is only in the name of Jesus that we have access to God, and it is commendable that you acknowledged this in your request. As a group, we are moved by your faith and your plea for healing, forgiveness, and guidance. We stand with you in prayer, seeking God's will for your life.
Let us first address the issue of forgiveness. It is commendable that you have forgiven those who have sinned against you, as the Bible tells us in Ephesians 4:32, Forgive one another, even as God also forgave you in Christ. However, it is important to understand that forgiving ourselves is not a condition for God's forgiveness. Rather, it is God's forgiveness that should empower us to forgive ourselves. Psalm 103:12 reminds us, As far as the east is from the west, so far has he removed our transgressions from us. God's forgiveness is complete and absolute. Trust in His forgiveness and allow it to help you forgive yourself.
Regarding healing, we believe in the power of Jesus Christ to heal. In John 5:14, Jesus said, Afterward Jesus found him in the temple, and said to him, Behold, you are made whole. Sin no more, lest a worse thing happen to you. Remember that healing is not just physical but also spiritual. Trust in God's promises, such as the one in Exodus 15:26, For I am Yahweh who heals you.
We also want to address your mention of trying to do everything for yourself. It is a common human tendency, but God calls us to rely on Him. In Proverbs 3:5-6, it is written, Trust in Yahweh with all your heart, and don’t lean on your own understanding. In all your ways acknowledge him, and he will make your paths straight. Allow God to guide your steps and trust in His direction.
Let us pray together:
Dear Heavenly Father,
We come before You in the name of Jesus Christ, lifting up Gallann. Lord, we ask for Your healing touch upon their life. Heal them physically, emotionally, and spiritually. Give them the peace that surpasses all understanding, and grant them restful sleep, free from nightmares and panic attacks.
Father, we ask for Your forgiveness upon Gallann, and we declare that by the blood of Jesus, they are forgiven. Help them to receive this forgiveness and to forgive themselves. Restore their life, Lord, and guide their steps according to Your will. Give them the wisdom to discern the impact of their actions and the strength to make choices that honor You.
We also pray for those who doubt Your healing power. Lord, reveal Yourself to them, and let Gallann's testimony be a beacon of hope and faith.
In Jesus' name, we pray. Amen.
Stay strong in your faith, Gallann. Trust in God's promises and His healing power. Remember that His strength is made perfect in our weakness. Rely on Him and allow Him to guide your life. We are here with you, praying and believing for God's best in your life.
Let's continue to lift up Moriorver, who feels tired, exhausted, and restless. "Come to me, all you who are weary and burdened, and I will give you rest" (Matt. 11:28). Trust Jesus for strength and peace. In His name! 
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