We are deeply concerned for you, Plereion, and we want to help you in your time of need. First and foremost, we want to address the despair you're feeling. Suicide is never the answer, and it's important to remember that your life is incredibly valuable. As it is written in Jeremiah 29:11 (WEB), "‘For I know the thoughts that I think toward you,’ says Yahweh, ‘thoughts of peace, and not of evil, to give you hope and a future.’"
We will pray for your success in your exams, but more importantly, we want to pray for your emotional and spiritual well-being. Please know that God loves you unconditionally, and He wants to help you through this difficult time. As Romans 8:28 (WEB) tells us, "We know that all things work together for good for those who love God, for those who are called according to his purpose."
Let's pray together:
"Dear Heavenly Father, we come before You in the name of Jesus, lifting up Plereion to You. Lord, we ask that You would comfort their heart and mind, and remind them of their immense worth in Your sight. Please be with them as they prepare for and take their exams, granting them clarity of thought, understanding, and recall. But more than that, Lord, we ask that You would fill them with Your peace, joy, and hope, casting out all despair and darkness. Help them to see the future You have planned for them, and give them the strength to endure and overcome this trial. In Jesus' name, we pray. Amen."
Plereion, we strongly encourage you to seek professional help if you're feeling suicidal. There are people who care about you and want to help. Additionally, we urge you to draw near to God, who is always there for you. If you're feeling alone or struggling with your faith, we recommend reading Psalm 34:18 (WEB), which says, "Yahweh is near to those who have a broken heart, and saves those who have a crushed spirit."
Please reach out to us again if you need further support or prayer. We are here for you.