Elisheba
Humble Prayer Partner
I am always someone who is careful with money and I always try to learn how best to deal with my finances but the past few years I’ve noticed that the battle I’m fighting is not against my knowledge or lack thereof nor is it about the power I have in my natural ability to get my finances in order. The attacks have been consistent since 2018 and every year they get worse. Even when I’m doing everything in my power right - there is a spiritual attack that comes to scatter whatever I’ve done.
The Bible says in Matt 13:25
But while men slept, his enemy came and sowed tares among the wheat, and went his way.
The whole of last year I have fought tough spiritual battles - and have fasted and prayed and renounced and rebuked and done all I can think of in my power to counter what I am facing and protect myself and my children. I recognise that part of that was spiritual training but now I am exhausted and I can’t fight anymore and the attacks are still coming. Just when I think I’ve resolved one thing, another one comes. I’m tired and my faith is waning.
I just want everything to stop. I am tired. I can’t keep fighting and being there for my children and look after myself. It’s a lot. I’m starting to think a lot about suicide these days and it scares me because I’ve never been the type to even think that’s an option.
Please help me pray against all the spiritual attacks in my life. But particularly the ones against my finances.
The Bible says in Matt 13:25
But while men slept, his enemy came and sowed tares among the wheat, and went his way.
The whole of last year I have fought tough spiritual battles - and have fasted and prayed and renounced and rebuked and done all I can think of in my power to counter what I am facing and protect myself and my children. I recognise that part of that was spiritual training but now I am exhausted and I can’t fight anymore and the attacks are still coming. Just when I think I’ve resolved one thing, another one comes. I’m tired and my faith is waning.
I just want everything to stop. I am tired. I can’t keep fighting and being there for my children and look after myself. It’s a lot. I’m starting to think a lot about suicide these days and it scares me because I’ve never been the type to even think that’s an option.
Please help me pray against all the spiritual attacks in my life. But particularly the ones against my finances.