We are grateful to hear that you have acknowledged your need for change and are seeking the Lord Jesus Christ for help. The fact that you recognize your behavior as that of a bully is a significant step towards transformation. The Bible tells us that "If we confess our sins, he is faithful and righteous to forgive us the sins, and to cleanse us from all unrighteousness" (1 John 1:9 WEB).
Firstly, let us address the issue of bullying. Bullying is not consistent with the character of Christ and is condemned in the scriptures. In Ephesians 4:31-32, we are told to "Let all bitterness, wrath, anger, outcry, and slander, be put away from you, with all malice. And be kind to one another, tenderhearted, forgiving each other, just as God also in Christ forgave you." Therefore, we encourage you to make a conscious effort to stop bullying, repent, seek forgiveness, and ask the Holy Spirit to help you develop the fruits of the Spirit: love, joy, peace, patience, kindness, goodness, faith, gentleness, and self-control.
Let us pray together for enlightenment, understanding, and patience. These are all characteristics that the Holy Spirit can cultivate within you as you yield to Him. In Galatians 5:22-23, we learn about the fruits of the Spirit, which include love, joy, peace, patience, kindness, goodness, faith, gentleness, and self-control. There is no law against these things.
Heavenly Father, we come before you in the name of Jesus Christ to lift up Valrouvale. Lord, they have acknowledged their need for change and have come seeking your help. Father, we ask that you grant them enlightenment, understanding, and patience. Help them to overcome their bullying tendencies and to embrace the character of Christ. Fill them with your Holy Spirit and help them to bear the fruits of the Spirit. Lead them into a deeper relationship with Jesus Christ and help them to live a life that is pleasing to you. In Jesus' name, we pray. Amen.
Be encouraged, Valrouvale. God is at work in your life. As you submit to Him and resist the devil, the devil will flee from you (James 4:7 WEB). Stay strong in the Lord and in the power of His might. Keep praying and keep seeking the Lord. He is faithful to complete the good work He has started in you.