Please come back JESUS i cant carry on anymore without your presence. I know you didnt deliver me from so many drugs to live in gluttony and smoking but no matter how many times i try i just fail without you. Thank you for the healing so far you have given me in overcoming schitzophrenia that i no longer have paranoia and delusions of grander but the demonic voices and the voices of desires of my own evil heart have gotten worse as I try to seek you. Please help me stop sinning and instil in me a deeper desire to draw near to you so that it can be like the book of james which says draw near to God and He will draw near to you, wash your hands you sinners and purify your hearts you double minded. Let me have a deeper trust, a holy reverential fear, a deep love and a sense of awe at Your majesty. Give me peace and calmness of spirit and deliver me from depression so i can get back to diligently praying for myself and others. Thank you for praying God bless.