Please Help Me Jesus...for Anyone Who Cares To Read And Put Up With Me.its Alot

[Netta]

Please Lord help me

please change me

and make me feel right

change me and save me from the past mes that i was a while back

Please heal me of my mental illness

please create in me what i need deep down inside 

faith is probably what i need a great strength and peace and comforting from you Jesus

please don't let me feel all these horrible things or just give me peace and comfort and what i need to get through things im going through

and again i say  i need strength in my heart and mind spirit and soul 

i also need more self control

and please give me good health whether if im on the medication or not

please don't let it cause bad things like side affects...but thank goodness it has not done anything like that and i would like to keep side affects from happening in the near and far future please Lord

please cause everything i and my mom uses to work without anything like side affects happening....we are usually good like that where we don't have bad side affects very much and i don't want side affects to start now with medicine unless we can handle it and sometimes these things happen to me and i can't handle them but i don't know if it is the medicine or my illness or just the devil doing stuff to cause me to panic

it always happens in church and i can't take it when that happens so i choose to stay out of church until i know these things wont happen again because i can't help it...i can't stand weird things happening to me and to others that im around

i sometimes think is it all coming from me and then i think it must be the devil because usually i don't have weird stuff coming from me...lord i can't explain some of the bad things that come over me please help me to explain

or at least lead someone to tell me what it is...some one you and i can trust that won't condemn me and criticize me from some of the bad things i say and do because im human because you know i could change God because with you all things are possible

i need someone who really has the holy spirit God and that will not treat me bad and that will make me feel like im not alone because im sure there are people who have similar things happening to them i just don't know them and sometimes i really don't want to know them because im trying to put things in the past and not get reminded of these things and im trying to not let them happen again  but they do sometimes because i got reminded or them because something someone said or something that i seen or thought of triggers things in me and can't stand it anymore

im trying to get over things and come out stronger then i was before...and i think something good should come from going through this stuff and it seems like there is nothing coming from them

please give me what i need and help me to learn good things from these experiences...but i much rather not go through them at all because nothing good it coming from them...just fear and irritation and i really need a great understanding instead of becoming mad at people that are only trying to tell me good things...i really need to understand where people are coming from and what they are trying to say

i understand that some people online don't have the right understanding of what something says in the bible and they might get it wrong with me because they don't know where im coming from

i can't deny that i have problems i need to talk about it because someone on here said that im speaking things into my future by talking about everything but alot of the time you just have to let it all out and try to find someone who understands me and gives me support and will pray for me about these things and so i wont feel so alone....

so what if i share with people what is wrong? am i supposed to just suffer alone? i need people on my side fighting with me against the devil...people that will truly help me and people that really knows and understands the Bible instead of people opening there mouths and saying something about my situation that they don't even know where im coming from or what i really need and im glad i have found a few  people on here that help me...sometimes alot of people come poring in to help me from God and i am so thankful for that and i know i should not miss out on things God is doing for me and others because it is so exciting and its real help from God...he calls all of us together...i hope that keeps happening and i hope we all can make things work out...i know God can make things work out because i have seen it happen before...and Lord please let things work out with my family...that we all get along and love one another  and that i will be a changed person towards my family please don't let me be that old me with my family or with anyone

please give me patience Lord help me deal with things too and i want to be a person who knows what is going on and i think im already beginning to be that sort of person that is always in the know because today i am remembering things and its so good that God is doing something...i just need to get my mind working right and  egt my thoughts right on the positive side...i hope there with be less negative thinking and that even if i think a little negatively that it wont affect me at all in anyway....but still i need stop that too...i just have to trust and believe that God is going to do something about these problems i just need to wait and try to be patient sometimes i don't know if i will ever get out of these bad things because i have been waiting for so long...hopefully God will come through soon....but i have been getting breakthroughs so that's really Good...im still having short term memory problem which i don't really need because it gets in my way of remembering everyday things and important things to me that i want and need to do

Lord you know what i have been having difficulties with please help me and fix the problems with my mind and heart and spirituality and with the unpleasant feelings that i get

please give me the right reality that i need...and non of the nonsense from the past that im trying to get over

please Lord make everything work out now

In Jesus name i pray for you to help me and fix these problems...make them disappear forever while replacing them with good better things that come from you God please give me what i  need and then what i want 

i think what i need is more important right now...alot of times what i want is what i need too so please give me what ever i ask for Jesus

In Jesus name i pray amen

 

[APJ]

I prayed for this. In Jesus Name. Amen.

 

[suja]

I prayed for this. In Jesus Name. Amen.

 

[The Encourager]

â¤ï¸ May all your prayers in Jesus' name be answered according to God's perfect will. The safest place in the whole wide world is in the perfect will of God. â¤ï¸ Prayer Focus For This Week: God I am the clay, You are the sculptor. I ask in Jesus’ name implant and graft Your spirit into every fiber of my being (my life, heart, spirit, mind, body and soul). Mold and shape me into what You want me to become in Christ Jesus (a work of art, a stunning success) for Your glory. God all that I have asked of You to do for me in this prayer, please do the same for all those I love, care about, and the writer of this prayer. We are all the work of Your hand. Amen, So Be It. â¤ï¸

 

[Saraha]

I prayed for this. In Jesus Name. Amen

 

[123]

I prayed for this. In Jesus Name. Amen.

 

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