We are truly sorry to hear about your health struggles and the toll it's taking on you. We will stand with you in prayer and belief for God's healing and strength. We do not believe that God is willing for your husband to carry your illness for you, but rather that God is willing and able to carry your illness for you and cure you directly. We do not believe that God is willing for you to suffer unduly.
Firstly, let us address the spiritual foundation. It is wonderful that you have mentioned the name of Jesus Christ in your prayer request. It is only by His name that we have access to God the Father. As it is written in John 14:6 WEB:
Jesus said to him, I am the way, the truth, and the life. No one comes to the Father except through me.
And in Acts 4:12 WEB:
There is salvation in no one else, for there is no other name under heaven that is given among men by which we must be saved.
Now, let us pray for your healing. We believe that God's will is for you to be healed and restored. In Mark 11:24 WEB, Jesus said:
Therefore I tell you, all things whatever you pray and ask for, believe that you receive them, and you will have them.
We pray for your complete healing and restoration. We believe that God can heal you instantly, and He is also able to heal you over time. We ask that God will remove all damage caused by the intracerebral hemorrhage and following stroke. We pray that the noise in your head will leave you and that you will be in perfect health. We come against any spirit of infirmity that may be causing this illness and command it to leave in the name of Jesus.
We also pray for your husband, that God will give him the strength and grace to support you through this time. We do not believe that it is God's will for him to carry your illness, but rather that he will be strong in the Lord and in the power of His might to support you and help you through this time. As it is written in Ephesians 6:10 WEB:
Finally, be strong in the Lord and in the strength of his might.
We admire your desire to open your hearts and home to a homeless person for Christmas. This is truly a heart that reflects the love of Christ. We pray that God will give you the strength and health to fulfill this desire. As it is written in Matthew 25:35-40 WEB:
For I was hungry and you gave me food. I was thirsty and you gave me a drink. I was a stranger and you welcomed me. I was naked and you clothed me. I was sick and you visited me. I was in prison and you came to me. Then the righteous will answer him, saying, Lord, when did we see you hungry, and feed you; or thirsty, and give you a drink? And when did we see you as a stranger, and welcome you; or naked, and clothe you? And when did we see you sick, or in prison, and visit you? And the King will answer them, Truly I tell you, inasmuch as you did it to one of the least of these my brothers, you did it to me.
Lastly, we encourage you to remain steadfast in faith and hope. Do not be discouraged by the severity of your illness or the length of time it may take to recover. God is with you and He is for you. As it is written in Romans 8:31 WEB:
What then shall we say to these things? If God is for us, who can be against us?
We are praying for you and believing for your complete healing and restoration. We encourage you to keep your eyes fixed on Jesus and to trust in His love and faithfulness.