please help me, in hurting inside

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Lord i need help and healing, me and my girlfriend are in a large rough spot in our relationship, she had sent me a message saying how she feels last wednesday and said we need to talk and it sounded a lot like what was going on last time when we broke up, i told her we needed to talk also but in person, we talked on the phone thursday a couple of time but about just normal stuff not our relationship cause we were waiting till today or monday to see eachother in person and talk, well the last time ive talked to her is fri morn and since then she has been ignoring me, i understand that she is with her family for the weekend and i dont want to bother her but when i asked a simple question of how was camping going, and she has been ignoring me since friday and hasent called or said anything at all, im hurting so bad instide its killing me there are times that thinking about what is going on makes me want to just put a bullet in my head and that isnt something i want to do but i get so overwhelmed by the situation i really dont want it to end and she had said before she didnt want me to take the message the wrong way and that it wasnt anything bad that we just needed to talk about our relationship and maybe slow down but with her ignoring me im scared that she might have had other thoughts. I love her to death and we had planed on starting a family together and i just want to be happy with her, we know the mistakes we have made in the past and i just wish we could fix them so our relationship can be as strong as it was not that long ago. Im hurting inside and i dont like the thoughts that are running in my head about suicide and the pain i feel inside of not knowing, she comes back today please lord pray that im overthinking everything going on between us and that we will be ok, i love her to death and i know she was crazy about me till reciently and maybe she still is and im overthinking our situation im just scared its going to turn out to be the worst instead of just talking about our relationship and working things out, please lord help with my pain, in jesus name i pray Amen

 

[kjferg86]

Oh Dear Lord I pray for this man dear Lord. Help him to have peace in his heart. Please take away the thoughts of suicide. Lord let him know that YOU will always be with him. You will never leave him or forsake him. God Let his girlfriend call and set up a time to talk with him. heal their relationship and open their eyes to what YOU want in their lives. God,I bind his mind to the mind of Christ. I reject the power of satan in his mind. You Lord take care of his mind and heart.