Dogosse
Disciple of Prayer
Please help me. I’m grieving the lost of my mom and I am not coping. My partner is not helping and has a hair trigger temper. I believe he’s a narcissist. Screams at me and I can’t communicate with him. Used to tell me he loves me but now just told me he does not love me, but has feelings for me and that we are still together. We are supposed to get married and start our family.
I’m praying that God will touch him. He’s a Christian but now he questions the Bible to be true and instead criticises and says the bible is written by drug addicts.
I’m praying he will find his way back and tried sending him devotional podcasts and a devotional email subscription.
He told me that I’m ungrateful because I’m still grieving my mom. She passed away 4 months ago. He says that the mother of his children is not going to be this ungrateful. He’s not going to sit with me while I cry. He said my upbringing is wrong and I should just be grateful I had time with her, not still grieving.
That I should be normal and move on and be happy like he is everyday. I told him “happy and normal” people don’t scream in rage at full volume over the slightest thing and are not cruel to others. They treat people with care and love. How he broke up with his exs is to leave their things outside the apartment with the security and to ban them from entering the building. No talk and no discussion. I told him this is cruel behaviour and is not normal.
I used the word “dude” to address him and he exploded at me in a rage and screamed at me that I’m uneducated and insulting and that normal people do not call people “dude”.
I had a backache, my dad has Covid and my friend’s bf just died and when I told he said it’s all just drama and I’m perfectly fine.
I showed him my MRI that shows a degenerative disc pressing on nerves/spinal cord. I told him “don’t you feel like an asshole for not caring when I really am injured?”
And he exploded and screamed at me that I called him an asshole.
I told him I did not and it’s like saying “that’s a stupid thing to do VS calling someone stupid” and tried to explain that it’s a manner of speech. But instead he just kept screaming at me that I was calling him names. He said it’s just like the last time when I called him dude. He says that if I ever call him names again he will leave me even if I’m pregnant and we have 5 kids. That I’m rude and reading the Bible should have taught me to not insults people. Or what’s the use to keep reading the Bible and I still call people names.
I am on antidepressants and sleeping pills from a psychiatrist and she she’s I have major depression and PTSD. She says my triggers are my partner and my mom’s death.
I’m crying everyday, wake up crying, can’t sleep well and cry.
He told me that only weak people take any medication and it’s big Pharma fooling people. I told him I don’t want to engage in this argument. I’m so tired and feel so alone.
Please help me. I need help. Please pray for me.
I feel depressed and lost and so hurt. I don’t know what I’m here for. I rather be dead and in heaven with my mom and God. I feel like I’m just waiting for death and I don’t understand what I’m waiting for. Please help me.
I call out to God but it doesn’t help. I still feel alone. Please help me.
Please someone help me. I’m not a man but I believe my partner is a narcissist and I signed him up to receive your devotionals and sent him your podcast.
Please help me. I’m grieving the lost of my mom and I am not coping. My partner is not helping and has a hair trigger temper. I believe he’s a narcissist. Screams at me and I can’t communicate with him. Used to tell me he loves me but now just told me he does not love me, but has feelings for me and that we are still together. We are supposed to get married and start our family.
I’m praying that God will touch him. He’s a Christian but now he questions the Bible to be true and instead criticises and says the bible is written by drug addicts.
I’m praying he will find his way back and tried sending him devotional podcasts and a devotional email subscription.
He told me that I’m ungrateful because I’m still grieving my mom. She passed away 4 months ago. He says that the mother of his children is not going to be this ungrateful. He’s not going to sit with me while I cry. He said my upbringing is wrong and I should just be grateful I had time with her, not still grieving. That I should be normal and move on and be happy like he is everyday. I told him “happy and normal” people don’t scream in rage at full volume over the slightest thing and are not cruel to others. They treat people with care and love. How he broke up with his exs is to leave their things outside the apartment with the security and to ban them from entering the building. No talk sand jo discussion. I told him this is cruel behaviour and is not normal.
I used the word “dude” to address him and he exploded at me in a rage and screamed at me that I’m uneducated and insulting and that normal people do not call people “dude”.
I had a backache, my dad has Covid and my friend’s bf just died and when I told he said it’s all just drama and I’m perfectly fine.
I showed him my MRI that shows a degenerative disc pressing on nerves/spinal cord. I told him “don’t you feel like an asshole for not caring when I really am injured?”
And he exploded and screamed at me that I called him an asshole.
I told him I did not and it’s like saying “that’s a stupid thing to do VS calling someone stupid” and tried to explain that it’s a manner of speech. But instead he just kept screaming at me that I was calling him names. He said it’s just like the last time when I called him dude. He says that if I ever call him names again he will leave me even if I’m pregnant and we have 5 kids. That I’m rude and reading the Bible should have taught me to not insults people. Or what’s the use to keep reading the Bible and I still call people names.
I am on antidepressants and sleeping pills from a psychiatrist and she she’s I have major depression and PTSD. She says my triggers are my partner and my mom’s death.
I’m crying everyday, wake up crying, can’t sleep well and cry.
He told me that only weak people take any medication and it’s big Pharma fooling people. I told him I don’t want to engage in this argument. I’m so tired and feel so alone.
Please help me. I need help. Please pray for me.
I feel depressed and lost and so hurt. I don’t know what I’m here for. I rather be dead and in heaven with my mom and God. I feel like I’m just waiting for death and I don’t understand what I’m waiting for. Please help me.
I call out to God but it doesn’t help. I still feel alone. Please help me.
Please someone help me.
I’m praying that God will touch him. He’s a Christian but now he questions the Bible to be true and instead criticises and says the bible is written by drug addicts.
I’m praying he will find his way back and tried sending him devotional podcasts and a devotional email subscription.
He told me that I’m ungrateful because I’m still grieving my mom. She passed away 4 months ago. He says that the mother of his children is not going to be this ungrateful. He’s not going to sit with me while I cry. He said my upbringing is wrong and I should just be grateful I had time with her, not still grieving.
That I should be normal and move on and be happy like he is everyday. I told him “happy and normal” people don’t scream in rage at full volume over the slightest thing and are not cruel to others. They treat people with care and love. How he broke up with his exs is to leave their things outside the apartment with the security and to ban them from entering the building. No talk and no discussion. I told him this is cruel behaviour and is not normal.
I used the word “dude” to address him and he exploded at me in a rage and screamed at me that I’m uneducated and insulting and that normal people do not call people “dude”.
I had a backache, my dad has Covid and my friend’s bf just died and when I told he said it’s all just drama and I’m perfectly fine.
I showed him my MRI that shows a degenerative disc pressing on nerves/spinal cord. I told him “don’t you feel like an asshole for not caring when I really am injured?”
And he exploded and screamed at me that I called him an asshole.
I told him I did not and it’s like saying “that’s a stupid thing to do VS calling someone stupid” and tried to explain that it’s a manner of speech. But instead he just kept screaming at me that I was calling him names. He said it’s just like the last time when I called him dude. He says that if I ever call him names again he will leave me even if I’m pregnant and we have 5 kids. That I’m rude and reading the Bible should have taught me to not insults people. Or what’s the use to keep reading the Bible and I still call people names.
I am on antidepressants and sleeping pills from a psychiatrist and she she’s I have major depression and PTSD. She says my triggers are my partner and my mom’s death.
I’m crying everyday, wake up crying, can’t sleep well and cry.
He told me that only weak people take any medication and it’s big Pharma fooling people. I told him I don’t want to engage in this argument. I’m so tired and feel so alone.
Please help me. I need help. Please pray for me.
I feel depressed and lost and so hurt. I don’t know what I’m here for. I rather be dead and in heaven with my mom and God. I feel like I’m just waiting for death and I don’t understand what I’m waiting for. Please help me.
I call out to God but it doesn’t help. I still feel alone. Please help me.
Please someone help me. I’m not a man but I believe my partner is a narcissist and I signed him up to receive your devotionals and sent him your podcast.
Please help me. I’m grieving the lost of my mom and I am not coping. My partner is not helping and has a hair trigger temper. I believe he’s a narcissist. Screams at me and I can’t communicate with him. Used to tell me he loves me but now just told me he does not love me, but has feelings for me and that we are still together. We are supposed to get married and start our family.
I’m praying that God will touch him. He’s a Christian but now he questions the Bible to be true and instead criticises and says the bible is written by drug addicts.
I’m praying he will find his way back and tried sending him devotional podcasts and a devotional email subscription.
He told me that I’m ungrateful because I’m still grieving my mom. She passed away 4 months ago. He says that the mother of his children is not going to be this ungrateful. He’s not going to sit with me while I cry. He said my upbringing is wrong and I should just be grateful I had time with her, not still grieving. That I should be normal and move on and be happy like he is everyday. I told him “happy and normal” people don’t scream in rage at full volume over the slightest thing and are not cruel to others. They treat people with care and love. How he broke up with his exs is to leave their things outside the apartment with the security and to ban them from entering the building. No talk sand jo discussion. I told him this is cruel behaviour and is not normal.
I used the word “dude” to address him and he exploded at me in a rage and screamed at me that I’m uneducated and insulting and that normal people do not call people “dude”.
I had a backache, my dad has Covid and my friend’s bf just died and when I told he said it’s all just drama and I’m perfectly fine.
I showed him my MRI that shows a degenerative disc pressing on nerves/spinal cord. I told him “don’t you feel like an asshole for not caring when I really am injured?”
And he exploded and screamed at me that I called him an asshole.
I told him I did not and it’s like saying “that’s a stupid thing to do VS calling someone stupid” and tried to explain that it’s a manner of speech. But instead he just kept screaming at me that I was calling him names. He said it’s just like the last time when I called him dude. He says that if I ever call him names again he will leave me even if I’m pregnant and we have 5 kids. That I’m rude and reading the Bible should have taught me to not insults people. Or what’s the use to keep reading the Bible and I still call people names.
I am on antidepressants and sleeping pills from a psychiatrist and she she’s I have major depression and PTSD. She says my triggers are my partner and my mom’s death.
I’m crying everyday, wake up crying, can’t sleep well and cry.
He told me that only weak people take any medication and it’s big Pharma fooling people. I told him I don’t want to engage in this argument. I’m so tired and feel so alone.
Please help me. I need help. Please pray for me.
I feel depressed and lost and so hurt. I don’t know what I’m here for. I rather be dead and in heaven with my mom and God. I feel like I’m just waiting for death and I don’t understand what I’m waiting for. Please help me.
I call out to God but it doesn’t help. I still feel alone. Please help me.
Please someone help me.