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Matt p
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This is my first time trying this and I hope it works. I haven't really ever bin the religious type and really don't pray that much but lately iv found my self praying a lil more and asking god for his help . It seems to work sometimes but not all the time so I'm still kind of skeptical on the whole god will listen to u and help u find your way but I'm trying to believe he will. So here gos nothing I guess and I hope that it works that god will listen to me and guide me in the rite direction to a better more enjoyable life .I really don't no how to pray so I'm just goin to list a bunch of thing that iv done and want god to forgive me for and ask that you guys out there will ask him to forgive me and all of my sins and help me turn my life around . So with that said would everyone that is out there and listening to my prayer would u please ask god to help me out . Iv done some stupid things iv done thing that I new I shouldn't iv stole iv swore iv done some drugs iv bin mean to people iv lied iv not helped people when I should have iv talked back to my mom iv not paid bills I owe people money I'm so far in debt I don't no what to do my girlfriend left me I don't really talk to my family much or bin there when I should have bin I spend to much money o. Stupid stuff iv let my girlfriend and family and friends down and done alot of other dumb and stupid things . I pray to god that he will forgive me of all of my sins forgive me for everything bad iv done please say a prayer for me and with me that the lord our savior will find it in his heart to help me get thru this ruff time and help me regain control of my life and help me get my girlfriend back and get out of debt and help me be able to save some money. Please pray with me and ask him to take control of my life and take me in the rite direction . Please lord don't let the girl of my dreams who I love so deeply that was the best thing that has ever happened to me meet someone else while I'm getting my life back on track . Please tell her that I am goin to change my life around and to give me another chance because this time he is not alone and that you have under your wings and are guiding me to a better life and that she will see a big change in me very soon. I no I haven't treated her as good as I should have lord and that I really messed up with her but please make her find it in her heart to forgive me and take me back . I know we have bin fighting alot lately but its just that I wanted to spend time with her and be first in her life a few times instead of being after her friends. I really have bin trying to prove to her that she is the most important thing in my life but she doesnt see it can u please get her to see that she is . I also want to ask you to please make me bond with my family more especially my sister when I was 14 and she was 3 my parents split and I stayed with my dad and she went with my mom and I didn't even get to see her grow up and now she is 18 and goin to collage in 2 months so I'm probably not goin to get very more chances to see her or bond with her . Please make sure nothing happens to her and her life is long and happy. I still remember the 1st 3 years of her life like they where yesterday and wish that I would have bin there and got to see the other 15 years and that we were like a real brother and sister should be. Everyone that has read this please find it in your heart to ask the lord to help me out and forgive me and take me on the rite path to a good long happy financially stable life and try and make it so I end up with the girl that just broke up with me come back to me so that when we are 90 we can sit back on a swing on the porch and laugh about this little upset in our relationship . I don't know if this really sounded like a prayer but that's what I wanted it to be. I wanted to get all of my sins off of my chest and ask the lord for his forgiveness and for him to take control of my life and guide me to the greatest life I could ever hope for . Please everyone ask him to help and please lord I'm begging u to forgive me and find it in your heart to help me out even though iv bin a sinner please except my apology for every thing wrong or bad or nasty iv done in my life and help me find my way to a good life filled with love laughter good family good friends and of corse the girl I love with all of my heart who just left me . In the name of the lord Amen