Angel Eyes
Servant of All
Father I am praying in Jesus name that you will help me with this pain of a broken heart that I have had for so long. I beg of you Father to please help me remove the thoughts and the feelings that I still have for Robert if he and I truly are not meant to be together and if it isn't your will. I don't want to live with this pain any longer since he broke my heart and just decided to leave me for someone else. Even though Karma finally found him and ended that relationship I still have the hopes and desires of him reaching out to me to make contact again and open the lines of communication between us, even if it is just to be friends again. Does a man like him ever truly change and realize what he lost or how he treated someone? Why is it he can attempt to change his life for other women, but not for me? Why is it he will look at every other woman as someone to love or have a relationship with, but not me? Instead he only sees me as a toy to play with. Yet, I am the only woman who has ever truly loved him but I get treated the worst. Why won't he ever open his eyes? Why is he like this and why won't you attempt to try and show him the woman he is losing in me? I just don't understand why he is like this and why he can't see me differently. It just hurts so much knowing that I will never be enough for him but yet everyone else is. Will he ever truly change? How can a man be in his 40's and still act this way? Will Robert and I ever truly be together one day? If it truly isn't your will for he and I to be together then please remove the feelings and the pain I still have for him. If it is your will for us to be together then please show me the sign that I need to see and make it come to pass soon because I am tired of living with such hurt, depression and pain. I have prayed and prayed for this but I feel like you just don't hear me or love me enough to answer my prayer on something that has been troubling me for so many years. I also ask that you please reconcile Michael and Raquel's marriage. The world knows that you hate divorce so please stop their divorce and don't let either of them make the mistake of breaking their family apart. IJNIPA