Cowgirlboots
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Today we are at the hospital with our son. I just got a call from my older sister. Mom has decided not to wait til tomorrow morning to have the plugs pulled on her equipment. She said she knows and is ready but wants to leave the hospital and go home to die. She is very adament about it and has told all she is dying now and wants equipment disconnected now and she wants to go home to die. The Doctors have told her she could die instantly when the equipment is disconnected so she has agreed to the lung machine to help her get home to die. The transporter is lined up and the surgeons are lined up and at noon they are disconnecting so she can be driven home and they will disconnect the last of the equipment so she can die there. She is dead set against staying at the hospital one more minute. I am 6 hours away and I just spoke to her on speaker phone because she can not even hold the phone to her ear and asked her to delay this so I can get there and be with her and she says NO. The Doctors say she does not have long to live, monutes at the most when the lung machine is disconnect and not long at all when they disconnect the heart machine as they load her in the transporter. At first I thought she was being melodramatic but the Doctors say they did not tell her, my sister says they pulled her and my younger sister and told them she does not have long at all. I am trying to get to her I asked her to wait til I get there and she says She cannt. My mom realized it and told the Doctors when she came out of her coma again to disconnect everything she wanted to go home and die. She told the Doctors she is dying. They pulled my sisters aside and told them she is dying an she does not have long. My mom will not even try to hang in there til I can get there. How is that possible? I am so distraught and all I can do is write this to you all. Please pray. I lnow this sounds crazy but my mom's mom knew she was dying also jusy before she died as did my Grandmother sisters. We just thought it was the crazy indian in them. They were always a bit looney. Talking to the dead. My youngest son does that too. Please pray mom can hold on til I get there.
