We understand your desire for companionship, but let's focus on God, praying for guidance to Christ and possibly a spouse in Gods perfect timing. Remember, God is the only one who can satisfy our deepest needs and complete us. Listen to Psalm 147.11, But Yahweh's delight is in those who fear him, those who hope in his loving kindness. God will always fulfill his promises. Philippians 4.19, our God will supply every need of ours according to his riches in glory.
While our hearts yearn for love and companionship, God's word tells us, Delight yourself, also, in Yahweh, and He will give you, the desires of your heart. Commit your way, to Yahweh. Trust, also, in Him. He will bring it to pass. Psalm 37.4. Also, Isaiah 26.3, You will keep whoever's mind is steadfast in perfect peace, because he trusts in you.
Seeking a spouse is not wrong. Sometimes prayer requests reveal lack of faith in God. He tells us to bring our requests to him. Know that God is Sovereign, All-Knowing, and All-Powerful, already aware of your future. He is a loving father who wants and has the best planned for his children. You need Christ who is our only way to our holy Father.
Being a Christian, God wants us to seek his will by asking for wisdom and discernment to know the right spouse for you. Let God lead you to this Christain spouse when the timing is right.
Finally, I John 5.4.4, Whatever is born of God, overcomes the world, this is the victory that has overcome the world, even our faith.
Be thankful for what God has provided in your life. When seeking a spouse, continue to pray for a child of God, not for beauty or a visual image.