Truyrointar, we hear the cry of your heart and we stand with you and will pray for you to get home and no longer be alone, unhappy, and afraid. We want to remind you that there is no sin too great that God cannot forgive. The Bible tells us in First John 1:9, If we confess our sins, he is faithful and righteous to forgive us the sins, and to cleanse us from all unrighteousness; but we must confess our sins and turn away from them. In Second Corinthians 7:10, For godly sorrow works repentance to salvation, which brings no regret. But the sorrow of the world works death; so we have to be truly sorrowful for our sins. The solution is not in a relationship or marriage which is God's solution for not being alone. .
We are clearly told in Second Timothy 3:16, 17, that, Every Scripture is God-breathed and profitable for teaching, for reproof, for correction, and for instruction in righteousness, that the man of God may be complete, thoroughly equipped for every good work. So we must turn to the scripture and especially the teaching of Jesus Christ to understand what God wants of our relationships. A good place to start is the Sermon on the Mount in Matthew Chapters 5 through 7. Here is a good place to start, in Matthew 5:27-32, You have heard that it was said, You shall not commit adultery; But I tell you that everyone who gazes at a woman to lust after her has committed adultery with her already in his heart. If your right eye causes you to stumble, pluck it out and throw it away from you. For it is more profitable for you that one of your members should perish, than for your whole body to be cast into Gehenna. If your right hand causes you to stumble, cut it off, and throw it away from you. For it is more profitable for you that one of your members should perish, than for your whole body to be cast into Gehenna. It was also said, Whoever shall put away his wife, let him give her a writing of divorcement; But I tell you that whoever puts away his wife, except for the cause of fornication, makes her an adulteress; and whoever marries her when she is put away commits adultery.
You did not mention Jesus Christ, Jesus, or Christ in your request. It is only by the name of Jesus that we have access to God. Also, there is no other name by which we can be saved. Acts 4:12, There is salvation in none other, for neither is there any other name under heaven, that is given among men, by which we must be saved! So we will pray to Jesus Christ for you.
Let's pray together for you:
Dear Jesus Christ,
We come before You, lifting up Truyrointar who has acknowledged their mistakes and is seeking forgiveness and a new path. We thank You for Your unfailing love and mercy, which covers all sins. We ask that You forgive their wrongdoings and cleanse them from all unrighteousness. Help them to turn away from their sins and to live a life that honors You.
We pray also for Truyrointar's loneliness, unhappiness and fear. We know that You have not given us a spirit of fear, but of power, love, and self-control. We pray for a spouse to ease their loneliness. We ask that You fill their heart with Your peace and joy, and that You guide them to a community of believers where they can find support and fellowship.
Help Truyrointar to find a godly spouse and to have a marriage that will honor You, and to be sexually pure before or outside of marriage.
We ask all of this in Your precious name, Jesus Christ. Amen.
God's timing is perfect. Continue to seek Him with all your heart, and He will guide you to the place and spouse He has prepared for you. Stay strong in His Word and trust in His promises.