Torthard
Disciple of Prayer
Please God and whomever reads this, I am so ready to stop struggling and suffering. I am ready to get out of my own way, just please help me make it stop and gain clarity and peace before it becomes too much for me to bear. I know you say you’ll never give us anything we can’t handle, but I really feel like I’m soon going to give up. I am struggling to face my dark aspects and learn to grow with them or learn from them. I feel very hopeless and my life is ripping apart at all seams. Please let the pressure turn me to a Diamond to reflect your light. The light is so dim and I feel so disconnected from the essence of life. Doesn’t feel like a blessing to be alive anymore. I love my family and want to be my best for all of them and my wife.I’m debilitatedby my failures and feel so stuck. I’ve let myself get lost and distracted, help me to focus and find my way, I’m listening, looking, and I have my hands ready to work and do what I need to!