Joa
Prayer Warrior
please give me money so i can leave this neighborhood. i can't take it. there is so much dangerous ugly violcnec. i'm so scared. its so scary. and i can't get away. ran out of money. for months. and the police don't lock up drug users even when tehy are violent because the city said. they are stange. it is so scary. and noisy. and i don't belong here. its so unhealtyhy and dangerous outside. . and all over the world people are warring. constlly on the news on internt and can't work. its gross and i met a man and he is so great. (and i want to move for that and ) i have so much assets from work i did i'm very well off and did it all myself. but can't enjoy anyting and i want to talk to this man without all the rediculous crime the police won't lock up. its so noisy. and i can't seem to move to a larger place becauesof all the politics and htyer illegal. i thnink they were caught but still active. it seems others are scre. and lost. (its so depressing for words. ) but lot s of good stuff. so good and i want a good place. home . trying to work through a hurricane as if it iddoen's matter. i need a home life tht is mine. the landlord lets crimnal in here. why did i move here. can't seem to go anywhere. its so silly. and am blajming me for procrasitingi. can' stand the guoild. and its crazy. otherwise am in so much pleasure. and tragedy and crowded alloover the city all around me each tiome i go out and everyon so angry in govt. they should quite thier jobs and be better people got so much burden from crime. how did tht happen. to omuch information. too mch and can't ind the atmospher. i dont know why . am not married and some must think i am. like discriminaton by marital status. cause shoudl not have to deal with it. all iti is is too small an apratment but in 12 months can't create any money or move even across town or provnice. always crime. and violence. how do they let it go on.. please pray that they someone catches them and arrests them. and it is safe. can't find the weather. its also the computers and traffic but mostly compters and stuff. and abuse. from no one i now. but on tv and outside. i am so lucky in every other way. want my money i've worked for and that should get in lawsuits but mosty joy and freedom safety. and carrying this all to myself. friends going through some similar. but everyon complaing especially those doing it. how. do they do this and hold down jobs. why did it happen. its atmosperhe and stuff i need. and dignity i guess or safety and freedom. it should be so simple and obvious. want the protesors to stop and not be so violent and the police to lock them up. they are complaining contly about police. figures. how did i move here/ want to be able to get my homes back. there is a housing chaos in the coutnry and shortage of vacancies and poeple jackiong rents off but no spac.e. there arre tents in my front of building and drug needles infrotn of the post office and bank and my yard. wht gives? somee keeps forgiving them in office who has no oright too and should be loyal to the innocent. its like they could be seriol killers and the. good grief. safey for everyone and law. i wish the city would follow the law. theyr not. want everyone to be safe. and not agnry and yelling and abusive. not fair. i dont get it. need to break free and . i don't get it. thanks