Please Dont Let Me Lose My Bf

[michele914]

Dear God tonight was horrible i cant stop crying as you know yesterday i had a seizure while my bf was home right when his cousin came in town i dnt remember anything and he told me i stopped breathing and was foaming from the mouth. I was in the er yesterday iam emotionally going through so much and today my bf had his family over and the whole time i still wasnt feeling good my whole body in pain and my leg was hurting my anxiety was acting up my bf came up to me and asked if my mom stayed with me could he go out i was really upset with him knowing he knew he saw me almost die and promised to be with me tonight that he would stay with me and now he wanted to leave me. So i told him how i felt and i got up and called my mother to see if she could come get me because i always feel like me not feeling well is such a burden to him and his family.I never had intentions to make any one feel bad or disrespect anyone as i was leaving he followed me out the door and not long after was yelling that im trying to make everyone feel sorry for me and the worst my bf said he wanted to leave me and break up with me. I fought to keep him there and then walked away to my car and he followed me talking like he didnt mean what he said talking about how hes stressed out and his cousin is only here for 4 days I knew the next day that i wasnt gonna see him for 2 days so he could have time with his cousin well it escalded i tried to get in the car and leave and he wouldnt let me so he got in the drivers seat and took off i freaked out and opening the door while the car was moving because i was so upset and didnt understand where he was taking me.finally he turned in the alley and thats when things got worse and some neigher was outside upset and then my bf got mouthy with him while he was trying to get me out of the car cause he didnt want me to drive cause of the seiizures God i never meant to hurt anyone I have been holding it on how scared i was from all this happening to me i just really needed him and he said he would be there and he wasnt. Im very scared that hes going to leave and break up with me also right now his parents dont like me cause i walked out mad i tried to apologize and his mom went off on me and i tried to talk to his sister she wasnt mean and said she didnt hate me but that im just gonna make myself sicker im so scared im gonna lose him or that his family is going to tell him to leave me im now at my moms she had to come get me and he has my car and is at our house. He claims hes going to come to my moms in the morning and get me and bring me home idk how to belive that cause all i keep replaying in my head is him leaving and his parents hating me and i really care for his parents please god this the man i want to marry and spend my life with he is the one please dont let me lose him please dont let him be unfaithful either please have him hear in the morning apologizing to me please god help me dont let me lose him i love him so much

 

[Articles]

Our God of peace, you have taught us that in returning and rest we shall be saved, in quietness and in confidence shall be our strength: By the might of your Spirit answer this request, we pray of you, so we may be still and know that you are God; through Jesus Christ our Lord. Amen.

 

[LivingWaters]

I prayed for this. In Jesus Name. Amen.

 

[Keety]

I pray that out of his glorious riches he may strengthen you with power through his Spirit in your inner being, so that Christ may dwell in your hearts through faith. And I pray that you, being rooted and established in love, may have power, together with all the Lord’s holy people, to grasp how wide and long and high and deep is the love of Christ, and to know this love that surpasses knowledge—that you may be filled to the measure of all the fullness of God. -Ephesians 3:16-19

May the Lord bless you and keep you and make His face to shine upon you.

In Jesus name, amen.

 

[Nineteen51]

By this you know the Spirit of God: every spirit that confesses that Jesus Christ has come in the flesh is from God; and every spirit that does not confess Jesus is not from God 1 John 4:2,3

 

[dcrandjr]

I prayed for this. In Jesus Name. Amen.

 

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