michele914
Servant
Please god i shouldnt be feeling like this he did me wrong by lieing getting arrested missing work and making me feel stressed and unloved and im the only one calling and worried that this is all gonna come to an end and i dont want that i want to work at this but im very hurt i feel like hes different and just dosnt care he dosnt even want his key back he tells me he loves me but yesterday was the only day he even cared that he hadnt talked to me now today hes yelling at me im scared he dosnt even love me and he has his aa meeting tonight and im scared hes not gonna go and that we are gonna be fighting all day im at work and i cant funstion i just feel like breaking down crying i just want to walk out of work and leave please help me please dont let all of this fall apart please dont ever let him stop fighting for me is what keeps me going if he stops its going to break my hear please please help me please hes not even calling me to stop fighting or tell me he loves me and dosnt want to lose me please help me