Taeyll
Humble Prayer Partner
PLEASE DO NOT IGNORE i was doing well for the past few months after being away from God. I read the Bible everyday, listen to daily sermons and pray wholeheartedly and do the rosary almost everyday. Even though at times I wasn’t fully committed to it I still wanted to deep down I struggled with a lot in life From abuse when I was a child to suicidal thoughts and depression and sinning continually and all these evil thoughts in my mind I prayed so hard to not let me be evil again And I was delivered finally But then last week I gave into sinning and I feel so guilty about it And im trying so hard to make it go back to how it was I still feel his presence but im just scared and anxious all the time I don’t wanna keep saying I wanna be holy and keep sinning and then going back to my bad habits again Please pray for me that I breakthrough finally I would be fasting for three days abstaining from meat and non veg food as im with my family and so fasting fully is not an option as i just did my endoscopy for stomach problems I really hope this time I fully am able to get God back I know he’s with me but I just wanna show him that I really do repent this time Also I hope and pray that I can stop being angry at situations and learn to control myself And not be lazy and only find God when im sad He blessed me a lot and im thankful for everything Also I request you to pray for a person He’s very important to me and I love him very much If it’s in Gods will I hope things turn right between me and him Please do pray As I don’t know what else to do I don’t wanna lose my faith on anything Amen -A (18)