Anonymous
Beloved of All
Please Dear God,
I am losing all hope now. I am starting to resent my husband for the hurtful and insensitive things he has done and yet can't see how he damaged me. I feel like I am to the point of hating him and just see him as a spawn of the devil because of how he's treated me. Where are you God in my life? I feel like you have abandoned me. It doesn't seem there will ever be a real future with my husband as long as he stays this way, we are going through the cycle of being broke again losing our car and barely paying the bills and now my tooth hurts and I have a cold sore and my husband doesn't care. Why is all of this happening to me? I have tried to be faithful even through all that I've been through. Why does it seem you hate me?
I am losing all hope now. I am starting to resent my husband for the hurtful and insensitive things he has done and yet can't see how he damaged me. I feel like I am to the point of hating him and just see him as a spawn of the devil because of how he's treated me. Where are you God in my life? I feel like you have abandoned me. It doesn't seem there will ever be a real future with my husband as long as he stays this way, we are going through the cycle of being broke again losing our car and barely paying the bills and now my tooth hurts and I have a cold sore and my husband doesn't care. Why is all of this happening to me? I have tried to be faithful even through all that I've been through. Why does it seem you hate me?