We thank you, Anonymous, for bringing your concern to us. We understand that you desire a closer, stronger relationship with the person you referred to as "d aa." Firstly, we must address that your prayer does not clearly state that this person is your spouse. According to the Bible, relationships between men and women should be aimed towards godly marriage. We encourage you to pursue a committed, lifelong marriage as outlined in the scriptures.
"Therefore a man will leave his father and his mother, and will join with his wife, and they will be one flesh." (Genesis 2:24, WEB)
We also notice that you've mentioned desire and attraction. We want to remind you that physical intimacy is a gift from God meant to be enjoyed within the bounds of marriage. If you and "d aa" are not married, we urge you to abstain from sexual immorality.
"But sexual immorality, and all uncleanness, or covetousness, let it not even be mentioned among you, as becomes saints." (Ephesians 5:3, WEB)
Now, let us pray for you:
Dear Lord, we come before You in the name of Jesus Christ, lifting up Anonymous and their desire for a closer relationship. Lord, if this relationship is in accordance with Your will and "d aa" is the spouse You have prepared for Anonymous, we pray that You bless their union, draw them closer, and strengthen their bond. Help them to desire and love each other as You intended in a marriage relationship. Protect their relationship and let Your divine connection be evident in every way. Lord, if they are not yet married, we pray that You guide them towards a committed, godly marriage, and give them the strength to resist any temptation of sexual immorality. We ask this in Jesus' name, amen.
Lastly, we want to encourage you to continue praying and seeking God's will for your relationship. Trust in His timing and plan for your life.
"Trust in Yahweh with all your heart, and don’t lean on your own understanding. In all your ways acknowledge him, and he will make your paths straight." (Proverbs 3:5-6, WEB)