Jesussaves89
Beloved of All
Please pray for me, my mother is autistic and she is always extremely mean and controlling. I am 34 years old, I have type 1 diabetes and kidney disease. I am trying to care for my grandma who is very ill from type diabetes and also kidney disease and dementia. I have agoraphobia. I am a foreign country. My mother, who has Asperger syndrome, yells at me all day every day because I am messy. I don't have the energy (I also need a pair of glasses) I don't have the energy to do all this work and I am always dehydrated. Can someone please pray to the Lord, just want Him to take me home and end my life. I can't clean this place up while she's screaming and yelling ALL the time, there is never any break from her yelling this all day every day. I don't know what to do, I'm sick, someone help. Please pray she is delivered of this demon, she yells all day every day. I feel so trapped, hopeless. SOMEONE PLEASE HELP PLEASE I NEED HELP I NEED HELP PLEASE GOD WHY HAVE YOU LEFT ME? I'm tired all day every day, same rut, same things. Being a keeper at home is hard, I miss the sunshine, I miss being alive. Please someone pray for me. All my life someone yelling at me all my life. Please, I want to just not exist anymore. I get yelled at for everything. My body is broken, my heart is broken, I just try and survive. Someone please pray for me, I see no hope, I see no help, I am lonely and this woman yells and never ever stops yelling at me. I just wish I was not born.