Yshul
Disciple of Prayer
In 2019, my wife passed suddenly at the age of 32. Our daughter was 4 at the time. Its been about 3.5 years now and my daughter Ava is 7, soon to be 8. In the last few years after my wife’s passing, I had a long journey that was not easy. I struggled with my faith and turned to mediums for a while until I smartened up and regained my faith as a catholic and now my daughter is about to take first communion in a few months. Last year though things got crazy. I had decided to start a grief support group to help others. It seems like the more I tried doing good, the more bad was thrown at me. We had 3 cats die in a year and a half, over 15,000 in car repairs, and other mishaps. In January 2022 I started having 1 health issue after another after another. Every time I thought things were improving, something else was thrown at me. That brings me to recently, I was diagnosed with a rather enlarged aorta. I am 47 so there is a high chance Ill have to have surgery if it grows. I pray and pray and pray. We both do. I know God can heal and there are so many verses in the bible where he states a special place in his heart for widows and children, so I cant believe he wont get me through this. That said, the surgery if need be is very risky and in addition, I still have a risk of a problem in the meantime.
So that brings me to the point of this message. I really need to amplify my request of the Lord and Im begging any righteous person to intercede for me as well. Im trying to get positive, but I wont lie, im rattled right now and trying to ground myself in my faith and His word, but its been tough. I am asking that you please pray for me. if you could find it in your heart to please pray for a scared and loving dad who doesn’t want his 7 year old , amazing, little girl to suffer another heartache, please pray. I know Gods listening and watching right now and I hope he is not disappointed that I havnt just not had anxiety over this but I do and im trying to let go.
Bob from Massachusetts
So that brings me to the point of this message. I really need to amplify my request of the Lord and Im begging any righteous person to intercede for me as well. Im trying to get positive, but I wont lie, im rattled right now and trying to ground myself in my faith and His word, but its been tough. I am asking that you please pray for me. if you could find it in your heart to please pray for a scared and loving dad who doesn’t want his 7 year old , amazing, little girl to suffer another heartache, please pray. I know Gods listening and watching right now and I hope he is not disappointed that I havnt just not had anxiety over this but I do and im trying to let go.
Bob from Massachusetts