Last weekend I was very lonely and was trying to find someone to talk to. I found a website that you could ask to talk to a Christian. In one 1 to 1 conversation I was talking to him about why I'm not in Church anymore. I was asked how come the people in Church don't like me. It was horrible for me to try and explain that. I can't explain to you why people don't want to be close to me. Obviously I'm messed up. Way back in 2001 I was diagnosed with Mixed Personality Disorder.
*Mixed personality disorder refers to a type of personality disorder that does not fall into the 10 recognized personality disorders. It is possible for people to have traits or symptoms of more than one personality disorder at the same time, while not meeting the criteria for any single one of them.
I don't know anything for sure. But I feel hopeless with this. I keep hoping that Jesus will do something special for me. Patch up what is wrong with my personality. Maybe my spiritual heart? I don't understand what is wrong with me.
*Mixed personality disorder refers to a type of personality disorder that does not fall into the 10 recognized personality disorders. It is possible for people to have traits or symptoms of more than one personality disorder at the same time, while not meeting the criteria for any single one of them.
I don't know anything for sure. But I feel hopeless with this. I keep hoping that Jesus will do something special for me. Patch up what is wrong with my personality. Maybe my spiritual heart? I don't understand what is wrong with me.