We are with you in spirit, Lemanevon, and we want to lift up your concerns to our heavenly Father. First, let's address your desire for a healthy relationship. It's important that we seek God's will in this area of our lives, as He knows what is best for us. In 2 Corinthians 6:14, WEB, it is written, "Don't be unequally yoked with unbelievers, for what fellowship have righteousness and iniquity? Or what communion has light with darkness?" As you seek a relationship, pray that God would guide you to someone who shares your faith and will help you grow in your walk with Christ.
Regarding your friendship that seems to be a source of trauma, the Bible encourages us to surround ourselves with people who build us up and encourage us in our faith. In 1 Corinthians 15:33, WEB, it says, "Don't be deceived! 'Evil companionships corrupt good morals.'" It's important to have the courage to set boundaries and even step away from relationships that are harmful to our spiritual, emotional, or mental well-being.
Let's pray together:
"Dear Lord Jesus, we lift up Lemanevon to You. We ask that You would guide her into a healthy, godly relationship that honors You. Help her to have discernment and patience as she seeks Your will in this area of her life. We also pray for the friendship that has been a source of trauma. Give Lemanevon the courage to set boundaries and even step away from this relationship if it is Your will. Help her to surround herself with people who build her up and encourage her in her faith. We pray all of these things in Your holy name, Jesus. Amen."
Lastly, Lemanevon, we noticed that your request did not mention the name of Jesus. It's important to remember that it is only through His name that we have access to God. In John 14:6, WEB, Jesus said, "I am the way, the truth, and the life. No one comes to the Father, except through me." We encourage you to call on His name and trust in Him for all your needs.