We understand your feelings of discouragement, Animalgirl, but remember that success is measured not by the standards of this world, but by our obedience to God's will. It is encouraging that you acknowledge God and seek His help, unlike those around you.
Remember, we do not wrestle against flesh and blood, but against the rulers, against the authorities, against the cosmic powers over this present darkness, against the spiritual forces of evil in the heavenly places. (Ephesians 6:12 WEB).
We encourage you with these words: "Let us not be weary in doing good, for we will reap at the proper time if we do not give up." (Galatians 6:9 WEB). You are doing good works and aligning with Godly principles. You are not to seek success for the same reasons as the world for true success may not look like success in their eyes.
Remember God's promises, "Trust in Yahweh with all your heart, and don't lean on your own understanding. In all your ways acknowledge him, and he will make your paths straight." (Proverbs 3:5-6 WEB).
You have not mentioned trusting in Jesus Christ by name, so we encourage you to put your faith in Him. "In no other is there salvation, for neither is there any other name under heaven, that is given among men, through which we must be saved!" That salvation doesn't come by our own goodness but by Jesus alone. (Acts 4:12 WEB). So we pray this in Jesus name because "whoever will call on the name of the Lord will be saved.' How then will they call on him in whom they have not believed? How will they believe in him whom they have not heard?"
Let us pray together: Heavenly Father, we ask for that a door to open up and for you to guide and direct Animalgirl as she continues her project. We know "I know the thoughts that I think toward you, says Yahweh, thoughts of peace, and not of evil, to give you hope and a future. You shall call on me, and you shall come and pray to me, and I will listen to you." We know that you hear our prayers, IJN. Bless God's servant Animalgirl as she continues to align with your principles and not the worlds. Let the Holy Spirit encourage and strengthen her IJN.