BrazillianBlessing
Prayer Warrior
Please pray for my personal and professional life. I have an amazing job working as a teachers aide for SpEd children. I love it and I wouldn’t change it but it can be hard and overwhelming sometimes. The SpEd teachers I help neither like me. The other teachers aides ignore, treat me differently or rudely or look at me up and down. There is only one of the teachers aides and a teacher that still has a problem and they were the only ones in the first place, they were dragging everyone around to their side of things. Things started to change or they found ways around it. I know it’s only the work of the devil placing fear where it don’t belong. I pray for strength and wisdom and that my job is secure and that things come to light and change. I pray that things at work get better and change so that we can work united. On the other hand I have a very real problem, I have a man that I do love with all my heart. We are not married and have both unitedly decided to remain pure. Or at least I have remained that way. I have chosen to dedicate my life devoted and putting Christ at the Center of my life in hopes of one day being married and he has fallen hugely backwards. He chooses social media of all types, lately TikTok, OfferUp and YouTube has been his choice of posting messages to other women. He watches the naked videos that these women post or message back to him, inappropriate porn like videos. Some of those women got his number and text/call his phone. He also has other women’s number that he get wherever he goes and from work that he calls/texts. He listens and follows other men that cheat on their girlfriends or wives. These other men he is in constant contact with everyday with unpleasant or lustful conversations. One man openly messages him about being with other women and then lies about it when I confront him. I tell him that I will pray for him and put him in prayer through a prayer group I'm involved in. This guy has mine going stray with messages to other women behind my back and secretly keeps up the affairs with these women. He even calls them or now I see them calling him. He’s always on his phone watching some videos or messaging someone. His phone has become an Idol to him to where he is on it everyday all day! I pray and seek God out everyday and I do everything I can to be a great partner to him but I feel I’m not enough or he doesn’t want me.